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Today is Yellow Magnetic Sun in the 13 Moon Mayan Calendar  –  A Day of Enlightenment and Purpose

A good day to pull the head out of the sand!

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It appears the long wait is over. It is hard to believe my last real posting was two months ago…..it has been a time of much shifting, change, challenge, greatness love and loss. And I am not alone. Virtually everyone I know or come in contact with is going through this “void” yet in the long run (as blurred as all may appear) it is and will be a good thing.

Last week a dear friend loaned me a book and strongly suggested I take heed of the first chapter. This book was originally printed in 1961 and the copy I had was the seventh printing – 2002 “The Law and the Promise” by Neville. I have read the first chapter twice and completed the whole book once. I obviously needed a good reminder in creating new life paths!

If you experienced childhood and growing up like most of us, using and believing in our imagination was totally frowned upon, discouraged or downright outlawed. A child’s “make-believe” world was just that and could not possibly become anything productive, secure – financially or socially, acceptable or logical. The creative, make-believe world was one for the non-educated, losers, trouble-makers and eccentrics. And thus most of the education systems in the world “taught it (imagination) out of the child’s mind.”  

The entire message within Neville’s book is about how to use, cultivate and hone our Imagination to create the world we want or desire around us. One challenge I had in reading it was the language Neville used, the language “appropriate” for the 1960s. His constant use of the word “Man” when referring to both men, women (seldom even mentioned) and humanity. Even though I completely understood what he meant a wave of discomfort came over me and the little inner voice started saying, sometimes angrily “what about women!” “what about the world! “do only men count!” This showed me how deep some social conditioning can still reach.

Yet, of course back in the 60’s, which was not so long ago, this was the reality in most parts of the world, even the civilized world. Women have been “allowed to vote” in many parts of the world since the late 1800s yet the image of “a woman’s place is in the home, only to serve husband and raising of children” was strongly portrayed in many television programs of the 50s, 60s and even into the 70s.

With the cultural and social movements throughout the 80s and 90s and into this new millennium the imaging of women in the world of business, creative arts, science, medicine, law and child-rearing has changed yet not everywhere…..thus there is more “imagining to do here!”

Neville states the key and secret to changing your reality is Self-abandonment! “You must abandon yourself mentally to your WISH FULFILLED in your love of that state, and in doing so, LIVE IN THE NEW STATE and no more in the old state. You can’t commit yourself to what you do not love, so the secret of self-commission is FAITH – plus LOVE.” In FEELING the wish fulfilled it must become a reality because imaging creates reality.

Another key that Neville mentioned of importance was to “re-imagine the past or past outcomes to recurring situations with an outcome that is of a higher, better or the best desired, to also feel and live with that scenario until it is totally real within as this will be the foundation for the new future outcome of the recurring situation. In other words “re-imagining the past can/will change the future.”

A possible example of this could be having a bad or challenging parent relationship which appears to have some genetic or heritage patterns. You re-imagine the best or most desired, even fairytale relationship, feel and live what it was/could have been, feel love for yourself and others. This may take some time, patience, forgiveness and work. Now when the similar relationship is in your life (say father/son or mother/daughter) be observant of subtle or not so subtle changes in interactions or emotions. Perhaps the old buttons are not being pushed quite so much or at all or you are not attracting people who create the similar stresses. It is at least worth a try!

This has taken me back into review of my life and most specifically all I have created and done in the past 13 years (since 2000) and how I would like to reinvent, enhance and recreate myself in the wonderful new paradigm we are in now. In reviewing I found that indeed ” my creative imagination, feeling and living in it” before any manifestation happened was and still is the flow. Most especially when I followed my heart and intuition. This also played/plays out when imagining from fear, loss and lack that were separate from my great learning journey of how the unseen world of dimensions manifest.

There are many examples of people with amazing imaginations revealed through all forms of The Arts as well as every other fields of business, health, science, technology and so forth. Our world is being taken to new galactic heights. There are and have always been the pioneers who open doors of possibilities yet to make real the Imagined it takes many, many, many more to use their gifts of imagining to participate in the creatitive manifestation for the new Reality.

Now it is time for a new imagining to be in synchronicity with the new paradigm of unity, collaboration and cooperation in melding and honoring the male and female, feminine and masculine and the balancing of opposites within and around each one of us.

The creative visions of imagination are for everyone to access, to live from and be in love with. Imagining the highest Reality desired for it to be Created.

It is Nice to be Recognized  – Do you know how you touch other people’s lives? Most of the time we have no idea. Yet when we are gifted with a view into how most often we are surprised.

It is always nice to be recognized for who we are, what we do and how we touch others. I would like to share some of my friends with you. For more information on me, my consultations, creations and products and past work visit www.earthspiritjourneys.com

On Friday night I danced Flamenco (my style) accompanied by Michael Olsen, a wonderful flamenco guitarist.  I was fulfilling a vision to publicly dance again and now am looking forward to do it again if the opportunity arises.

Original Music by Jerame Gray.….words from the heart and the experiences of life -a proud mother! And the stage is waiting for Mathew Gray!

My friend and psychic Pam Jenkins, Heaven Calling Earth. Pam and I have shared readings and support with each other for many years now. Although our psychic and clairvoyant gifts are similar, we are given different information as each client requires.

Karmanjot Sharu is a young man with a gift for Vedic Astrology. A recent relocation reading has opened ideas to allow “my Sun/Mars/Venus in the 10th House” to shine and be the brightest they can be. In other words…it is my time to present myself to the larger world, as desired be my heart and soul. (Confirmation is always a key to the next push!)

Dorothea Joyce…..Writer of magical children’s stories for adults, Singer, Composer, Performer

Ken Abbott – Kirtan and Rumi

Nickki Lee Hill – Graphic Artist and Creative Photographer

Amani Skalacki – Creator of beautiful and unique jewellery and accessories

Women’s Mystic Journeys to Becoming.

Here is video Part 3 in a new series of stories being produced by Andree Morgana of The Hawahwatha Institute.

The full interview can been seen in Parts at Earth Spirit Journeys You Tube Channel.    Part 1

The Journey of Becoming is not just about women and cannot happen with only women interacting. Men are doing the journey and are integral to the balance of showing the progress of evolving consciousness. We need each other to help along the way and most especially to show us how far we have come or not in our own journey. We are the measuring sticks for each other, such an important role to play.

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This new production written by my friend George Ainsworth in Mt Shasta. For a creator – it is a joyous day when a vision comes to manifestation……Congratulations George!

This is Edrama – mystery theater of our day on those invasive white lines of unknown chemicals that are found in every state and most every country of our planet.

 The Cloud of Unknowing     Listen to this audio story

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The middle of last week I had the strong push to create a new video series on Time Collapsing and the Mayan Calendar. This came out of the discussions on this exact topic during the previous weekend’s retreat.  Losing time is a big issue, no it is a huge issue and one that people do not have any understanding of relative to today.  Taking the journey through time/history allowed for much more clarity and an acceptance, whether understood or not, that is it indeed a reality. Video Part 1 can be seen by clicking on the video image in the list on the right side of this posting.

It was while editing Part 1 that the topics for this posting began showing up. Then in its own time and way pieces of the larger topic began incubating and birthing without my conscious awareness until the flow of information, people, messages and experiences come to me seemingly out of the blue and the topic is revealed. These themes and word kept resurfacing: Time, Space, Fear, Illusion, $$, not enough, spiritual drought, material flooding, virtuous business, spiritual capital, righteousness, thrift and contradictions to name a few. A pretty impressive line-up!

Themes Emerging for this posting:

I received an article by Neale Donald Walsch on Spirit Library June 23 about What we’ve been taught about What God Wants regarding love and money.  The last paragraph touched on the one of the topics – says it all that doing good  or the higher the purpose, the lower the rewards!

The next clue was received a day or so later from Spirit Library directly. It was about their future. After being a wonderful forum for so many very well known Spiritual Teachers and a source of information for so many seekers they realized that there is no money, not to mention profit, in the business of Spiritual Education. Even though, according to marketing sources, this is a huge $$ market.

I know so many individuals who are dedicated and doing powerful spiritual work, changing people’s lives yet in general are in no way compensated appropriately. Some people even get upset if they are expected to pay for this work. Never mind that it is the practitioner’s main work and source of income! The irony of all of this is that when there is a crises in someone’s life more often than not it is the Spiritual teacher, guide, practitioner and medicine person who receives and answers the first calls for help.

Let me clarify, the Spiritual market I am referring to is not connected to ‘any religion’ because the general driving force of religion is power over the people and most usually runs as a non-profit corporate entity where people are encourage to pay for salvation! This may sound pretty cold and hard but when you peel away the emotions, the faith, the actions and promises what is left is the unending requests for money to “save the church” not the people! I learned and saw this quite personally when married to a minister and “served” churches in the deep South and Mid-West.

I believe Mr. Walsch and God felt this was the perfect time to address the inequities of the Spiritual and Corporate worlds!

Next, in one of those accidentally searches I came across  Doing Virtuous Business by Theodore Roosevelt Malloch. It sounded interesting and worth investigating further. After reading the Bio and overview of his book as well as his book titled Thrift – Rebirth of a Forgotten Virtue. Then I read reviews by Steve Forbes, the CEO of Polaroid, a Director of Public Justice and many other high powered executives of big business and government, all espousing how wonderful this idea is and it should be implemented everywhere. I lost interest! More lost words by people who are completely out of touch with 90% of the world. Too many scandals, too many lies, too much greed and too must Virtuous Righteousness in the Name of Spiritual Capital!

Take away everything THEY hold important and what would be left……could they stand on their own two feet without shaking in fear!

And then comes a message about this week’s New Moon and Solar Eclipse with the title Initiation of the Great Renunciation or It is time to Renounce Materialism!  

How is that for Divine Synchronicity!

On the eve of this New Moon and particle Solar Eclipse on Friday, the theme of which is “Initiation of the Great Renunciation”  (Renouncing Materialism). For many readers this will throw you into panic at the possibility of losing everything  you possess and worked for, all the creature comforts, savings and dreams!

The three points mentioned below give an idea of what the Initiation of the Great Renunciation signifies:  

  • The volatility during this Grand Cross cycle instigates the unveiling of new leadership initiatives while continuing to dissolve false societal systems. This includes manipulative corporate structures and their games of monopoly.
  • The light streams of the New Moon Eclipse initiate more tangible preparation of our body to house multidimensional consciousness from the foundation of “physical body” integration.
  • This alignment catalyzes a great wave of assistance from Sirius, considered home to many of Humanity’s greatest teachers. The Sirius system is directly “upstream” from our solar system and within the galactic arm of our Milky Way Galaxy. Sirian light codes envelop our planet to help us advance into the new race genetics.

This means moving beyond the fears and incredible attachment most have to the objects, status, wealth, health and power the “illusion of material safety and security  represents!” To live on earth today there are tangible and monetary needs we all have. The degree, size and purposes of those needs are different for everyone and how the necessary universal flow of needs are given and received each moment are varying and ever changing, as it should be!

What happens when one releases the fears and attachment to material possessions, old corporate and government models and toxic medical practices is the ability to see more clearly the “hold” all these things have on you, the draining effects experienced and the pervasive corruption and deception fed to the masses from times past until this very moment. When the “revolutionary lights go on” the perceived fears and needs disappear almost immediately and thus the need to hold on to the past….this is the beginning of FREEDOM achieved without violence or an insane “defense budget!”

Until next time…..keep clearing and cleaning to Lighten the Load!

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Today is the celebration of Mother’s Day. The day our advertising world tells and demands that the role of Mother is to be honored and remembered, most especially by purchasing “the unforgettable items or services for the one who gave you life!”  Sentiments to absolutely touch the heart and wallet or bigger, the bank account.

Yet beyond all this, the celebration of Mother’s Day is filled with bitter sweet and sweet bitter memories for infinite numbers all across the world.

Today there are those rejoicing in the wonders of new motherhood, like my daughter-in-law, Shannon. Along with my son Mathew, they are learning the nuances of the vital new personality named Brayden. In the role of “grandmother” I reminisce on those same days many years earlier, at the births of both Jerame and Mathew. Then following the threads forward until today, I remember as only I can.

And this takes me to remember my mother who is now 86 years old, living in Australia. We will talk today yet as usual the conversation will be short and more of a repeat of our last conversations…..she does not get out because she is not able to walk very well and her hearing appears to be selective at times….”I can’t hear you” is often repeated, yet if I were to mention or worse yet ask for money…..her attention would be snapped into focus and clarity be razor sharp! This makes me smile now though in the past it had been a bone of contention to say the least.  Today I remember so much and send her love through the ether’s of our hearts that have always been connected……from birth and beyond!

 

This day is not so sweet for others. For mothers so loved who are not here any longer; those who have rifts and caverns or great canyons of despair, anger or worse yet hate so unresolved, there is little sweetness.

Loss of a mother, loss of a father, loss of a child, loss of a friend, loss of an enemy…….all this and then the loss of oneself!

One day back in 2005 while living outside Washington DC I was drawn to visit Arlington Cemetery. It was a visit I had resisted several times. On that day with camera in hand I filmed the scene. Walking along the paths, each side lined with row upon row of white crosses, I filmed not knowing why it was important.

Return to Arlington video

If you have not visited this place it is very hard to imagine! It is the size of a small town. It is laid out as such, street after street offering different views and landscapes. No houses…just white crosses…..etheric residences.

The result of this day was a short quite powerful video piece called “Return to Arlington”. (Although my camera quality at the time was not fabulous, the message within it is powerful and thought-provoking…and revealed itself again today as I prepared to write this entry.)

Here are a few lines which are particularly poignant for today and the days around us.

“Breathe in life, breathe in death….It is one and the same….a mirror of our times…………….

A mother cries in a distant land, the child she bore is here no more.

There is no home on this land here….this land here is the same on a distant shore.

A wail, a cry, an anguished heart

Who says what’s right!  Who says what’s not! …………………………….

It is time for silence no more!

How many more mothers and fathers, sisters and brothers, sons and daughters must return to THIS resting place

Before the INNER SOUL OF THIS NATION YELLS ENOUGH!”

On this day of honoring Mother, The Mother, Our Mothers, the feminine birth with each woman and each man…..

Can we hear and feel our Soul’s cry ENOUGH!

Can we hear and feel our Heart’s cry ENOUGH!

Can we hear and feel and BELIEVE the world has LOST enough!

BECAUSE I HAVE!

HAVE YOU HAD ENOUGH?

If so……Say so!…….Write and Feel and Believe

“my Inner Soul has had enough…..I claim back myself and I claim back my Nation and I claim back the Mother!”

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Thankfully in a few days Mercury will be in direct mode again and clarity will come to mind. I have spend the better part of the past several days trying to access my You Tube/Google accounts to upload some new videos for you. Because of technology and my limited knowledge video upload have to follow a particular protocol in order to work.  My frustration came when both YT and G said my username/passwords/emails were not correct even though I have used these in the past. After hours of reading instructions my mind could not connect with, combination’s working part way and then stopping and my stubborn insistence “that a machine will not get the better of me” only led to massive frustration but finally success or at least I hope so, they are loading onto YT as I write.

Relationships and the Connection!

As I have mentioned in earlier blogs the 5th Dimension is about grounding the upper and lower dimensions and body (reference to the chakras) into 5th Dimension present time. For a little more understanding on this read my blog entry on 5th Dimension Mysticism.

So many on any special spiritual journey, particularly in the early stages of learning the ropes, try to avoid the lower stuff (1st, 2nd, 3rd chakras) to stay high up there (5th, 6th and 7th chakras) and completely ignore or avoid the Heart.  This is part of the learning curve and pretty much every one goes through it at some stage. In the early years I was in the same place determined to be enlightened and of a higher vibration, seeking always from and trying to reside in the upper realm. The reason being it feels too painful, challenging and harsh down here!

This does change, at least it did for me, as I learned more about myself, the world of spirit, mysticism, the unseen and of nature. All to realize as part of the human experience it is to not avoid one or the other, yet it is to incorporate and integrate all.

As the days unfold between postings I become anxious as to the next posting’s focus and where the inspiration will come from. This took a little longer because of the vastness of the topic – Relationships Me/You and the Other. The answer to knowing another is to KNOW YOURSELF first and this is a life long journey. I will share with you various tools and modalities I have and do use for Me to understand Me more!

The original seed came from the piece I wrote on Lisa Kristine photography in the last entry. Her images and the faces looking back triggered a creative project which I hope to birth one day. My relationship to the Other was the clue. As further days unfolded meeting with various people as well as the engagement of Spirit realm messages breathed further life into clues.

This last week I had a reunion of sorts with Naomi Tickle, an English woman I met last November. Naomi’s gift and renown is in the fields of Personology or Face Reading and it is fascinating. So last Friday we got together and I taped an interview with her which I will share with you. I have edited it into short segments for easier viewing  – parts 1 and 2 will be here (I hope).

Conversation with Naomi Tickle Part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G60hiT8Wfio

Conversations with Naomi Tickle Part 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDFpDj2_LEA

See side bar for all Parts 1 to 5

Social Network Relationships

Another clue into exploring this topic further took me into unfamiliar territory – the dating networks. I have a dear friend who is very familiar with them and she has had amazing and disastrous results. It was a conversation with her that prompted me to check it out – maybe I would find that “perfect person!” I signed up at Plenty of Fish and did an initial search. In the area where I am presently and then expanded it to other places I have or would like to live…..I was/am amazed at the number of people seeking connections….the perfect connection….the play connection….any connection!

Reading profiles for men of all ages and interests. Some were more along the short, to the point I want to have fun. Others shared a great deal of what they want, what they won’t accept, or perhaps what their reality can only dictate.

Next I created my own account and put it up. This was scary for me! Within a few hours I had several messages and noticed quite a lot of views of my profile. Of course I am in the “not so attractive age range” which has an impact on who will check you out. I did receive a couple of blatant date requests which were returned with a Thank you but No! Most of the other interest came from men who seemed genuine yet I am not or would not have and interested in. Last night I did have dinner with an older man who had lived in Sydney. It was nice sharing stories of living there and why he is here now. A friendship but nothing else!

You can spend hours searching through the profiles. The time just disappeared. After a while I started feeling antsy and my mind was getting fuzzy yet charged. Later as I reflected I came to this conclusion: I am very sensitive to energy and vibrations – the more I stayed on the site and searched the more I was taping into the consciousness focused throughout the site by users. With each person, thousands of men and women, their focus is on “finding the right person” and the chaos of that is amplified not only through the search process but also through their own personal chaos of who they are, what they desire, where they have been hurt, what they will accept and what they won’t accept. Lost, sad, rejected, angry, hurt – all this was so easy to read between the lines.

There is nothing like the personal meeting, the contact in real time and space. Yet because our world is so expansive in some ways and small in others, technology seems to be filling in massive gaps but at a huge price as I see it. Where do you go to meet the right person/people? How do you know when to turned at the right time and place for something to happen? How to we renew the emotional body to feel ourselves with love? I am great at asking the questions…. I am still learning as is everyone else. This investigation has reminded me of  magical meetings I have had in the past, of meetings that had a very karmic or fated quality, as though they were meant to happen to either fulfill or complete a previous encounter, from times long past. I will share a couple with you and perhaps they will awaken memories for you.

The first one was in Charlottesville, VA. One afternoon I was strolling down the Mall in downtown. It was a lovely afternoon and I was in a quiet mood just window shopping. As I walked a man was coming towards me and as he past I looked up for a split second, eyes connected and moved on. I didn’t give any more thought to it. A little while late, still in my own little world, I felt someone standing next to me at a distance. I paid no attention. A moment later this man speaks, he excuses himself and says “I am not stalking you but I need to know who you are!”  Why was my response.!

“When I saw you earlier, as we passed and our eyes connected, I saw something, I know you, I don’t understand!” I think I laughed a little as this had happened before. Something or someone seems to be looking out of my eyes (in a good way). James and I stood and chatted there for a few minutes. He shared he was visiting family but lives and works in Europe. I asked where! Vienna! Oh my Goodness! I lived in Vienna in my twenties and I told him where. He knew the exact place! How amazing is this! So over dinner that night and spending time together the next day we shared more commonalities and stories of traveling to and doing similar things in Europe. It was wonderful for the short encounter that it was. In fact we still connect by email maybe once a year and so I will sent this and I’m sure he will smile!

Another encounter along these lines was on a Sunday when I went to a Tea Dance  outside of Washington DC. I would enjoy dancing yet often became very frustrated when many of the dance partners were not so light on their feet! A gentleman comes and asks me to dance and I was about to say no but didn’t. He was overweight, about my height, a mass of unruly grey hair and a bread. But as I found out he had great rhythm, was light on his feet, loved to improvise movements and carried me around the room flowing and twirling. I was amazed! At a break was chatted and I was curious as to who he was/is. “I’m Polish, educated in Russia, speak five languages and I am a cosmologist, physicist and a biologist! I was blown away! We became great friends, loved having dinner together, he talked, I listened and learned so much. I shared my energy and sound work with him and although he would not openly admit it, he approved. When we did go out people would often do a double take, we looked like Jackie and Aristotle Onassis – complete opposites, both Aries! We still email or call each other once a year or so.

Connections like these and I am sure you also have had similar, come though the physical meeting but are initiated in or by an unseen force or recognition. This may be able to happen though the social networks but for the untrained everyday person these very subtle clues may get totally missed.  Once again learning more about oneself opens more awareness into recognizing the Other! This is the crux of living in the 5th Dimension – it is nothing new, we are just being reminded of how to Do and Be it again!

I am considering offering affordable workshops and seminars on this huge topic – Relationships – Me/You and the Other.   Let me know if you would be interest in this and where you are located

Until next time….

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I have been working diligently this past few days and nights getting videos edited and uploaded onto my website and You Tube… these are processes you cannot rush so patience is most certainly a virtue!

There are two new sets of videos. One on  “Evolving Consciousness” – this is a series of 10 clips of under 10 minutes each.

Then on my website there are the excerpts of a performance of Life Theatre…..not the whole dialogue…just enough to tantalize I hope!

http://www.earthspiritjourneys.com/index.html                     http://www.youtube.com/user/EarthSpiritJourney

Radio Interview coming up!

The link below is to a show my friend Bob Sharpe has started….a continuation of his past shows, where I originally met him. We were both in Santa Fe. He producing the Roy Worrely show and me being interview along with Michael Brill. Now we are on opposite sides of the country but we will meet in the airwaves on MONDAY, OCT 25 at 12 noon (pacific)   3pm (eastern)

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/biteradiome/2010/11/15/biteradio-memcophelia

Did a kundalini class on Tuesday evening and it felt good to move the body again… I have been lazy!

I’m keeping it short today…Enjoy the rest of your week!

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