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I am back up at Mt Shasta, CA – resting, recuperating, reviewing, renewing and recreating as the first winds, rains and snow of winter present themselves.

This is a place I have cherished for the past three years. During the many times I return here after travels to many other places I find myself immersed into certain growth and creative junctures.

In the past two months the desire to paint has been present and now I have the beginning of a series of what could be called Galactic Signature Art, based on the 13 Moon Mayan Calendar. This calendar represents Mayan Astrology and like traditional astrology’s, a person’s birth day is significant to creating and understanding one’s identity and personality signature of how we relate to the world around us.

In less than a month on December 21st the much touted and long awaited “end of time” is upon us. Something new awaits us, our world and universe yet we have no idea what it is or how it will play out or even if it does have any effect. This is based on the 5200 year prophesy of the ancient Mayans and has been especially anticipated for the past 25 years.

One painting called “Galactic Solstice Shift” is representative of Bridging the Worlds on three recognized dates:

December 21 – Blue Resonate Hand – signifying Accomplishment and Knowledge – the last day of the 5200 year cycle.

December 22 – Yellow Cosmic Star – signifying the New Beauty, Art and Light of The New Earth that is possible in Transcending from old to new.

July 26, 2013 – Yellow Galactic Seed – first day of an entirely new calendar which has not yet been revealed…it is still in SEED form and germinating out of view.  Galactic or from the High Universe, what will be birthed on and for the Earth will hold new, different and unfamiliar harmonics, vibrations and frequencies thus offering all of humanity a massive rainbow of possibilities and opportunities to choose from and creative with.

The inspiration for the first paintings came from the birth of my grandchildren and the inspiration of others seeing their paintings.

As each background is done with metallic paint photographing them does not show many of the special subtleties on each canvas. Along with the Natal Seals I tune into the uniqueness of each person and what is asking to be included in the piece. Each is a “one of a kind” painting.

I am accepting commissions for the unique individual paintings which can make very special holiday gifts for family and friends. Name and Birth date information is required. Each commission is for a donation of $100.

For orders contact www.earthspiritjourneys.com / contact us

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After spending nearly six weeks away visiting my sons and their families and being blessed by so many joys and memories (see previous posting) I am now back on the West Coast in Northern California, at present house and pet sitting for dear friends. Next week I head to Mt Shasta once again to spend a good portion of the winter, if not all of it and beyond.

My life is much like everyone’s these days….plans for next moves don’t quite fit or resonate, lots of ifs, buts and perceived lack of support in so many ways…..thus very short turn-around plans are more called for with the caveat “pay attention to the synchronicity” each day for revision status if necessary!

What many people miss in the desire to plan outcomes and control people or situations is that the only piece that is reliable is “OUR OWN and how we respond in light of our knowing and perceived desires”. What is out of our hands and control is how “the other/s respond”. This is a big lesson….in the fulfillment of direction or action can the more appropriate gift or outcome be seen!

In your or any person’s private world there are those few who you can rely on to honor their word and actions. Then there is the other extreme with those who continually let you down at the last moment with excuse after excuse as to why not, yet many of us often hold the hope that they will change. And then there are those who “drop the ball” by being influenced by a third or fourth party whose insecurities are more at play in sabotage and to not have a chosen outcome, plus all other scenarios in between.

I am not beyond reproach unfortunately. There have been times that I have disappointed others, not intentionally yet perhaps I was too wrapped up in my own stuff, pain and insecurities to not see what was important to someone else. I try not to do that now yet I am not perfect! Now when I fall short I hope that “other one” can communicate and discuss what went wrong so clarity of connection can be established or re-established. If “they/we” don’t understand each others language (emotional, mental, generational and locational) then confusion and misunderstandings will always continue.

Do you Listen well and in turn Do you Hear what is being said?

This topic has come up recently with several friends in very different circumstances as well as for myself which makes one question what is being done wrong or incorrectly. Others choices influence outcomes!

While in Florida I had arranged to do some work with a client and present a workshop or two. We discussed everything and planned what appeared to be a great experience for all. This client also wanted to bring another “friend” into the planning which was OK with me. Topics, dates, ideas, fees and financial benefit/expenses for me were all covered. This was to be held in a very affluent area of Florida. I departed on the four hour drive with positive expectations.

During the next three days staying at my client’s home I was teaching and sharing life experiences as learning tools in relation to her questions and desires to learn and grow further. The day of the gathering eleven people were scheduled to be present (as I was told). During earlier conversations little pieces of information and concerns over the behavior and motives of the friend were brought up….red flags…..I could express my concerns and opinions yet knew I had to just play it out, do what I had come to do, teach and example.

As it turned out among other things…the friend arrived late with one other person, created delays totaling 45 minutes and left only a small portion of the agreed fee in change. The several other people there were very nice and interested. What I had planned to discussed got changed, not by me but from my guidance. Although the original topic on “Four Principles to Empowerment -To Release, To Claim, To Give and To Receive” was covered during the evening it was not as I had expected yet through other examples. Many other topics, not on my agenda were inserted and all in all it was a very powerful evening. A friend of mine who offered to videotape the evening commented later that I didn’t stick to the publicized topic. I agreed yet also had to say that because of all the other “changes and undermining” done “guidance” chose to move me and the information in other ways to the benefit of those present.

The actions (unknown to me) of one person influenced everyone originally interested in attending to the extent that many did not arrive. Later that evening I further learned my client had been influenced/told not to book any private sessions for me; that being paid was unnecessary and that I was competition for her, even though I was only in the area a few days!

The icing on the cake so to speak came the next day after  holding ceremony with the Labyrinth for my client. She had a profound experience bringing up tears. I shared with her that because of her friend’s actions many others had been denied the same experience she just had and that was sad.

Of course the whole experience would not have been complete without having to hear from my client “oh I don’t have any money now!” This was not true when her circumstances were seen from other perspectives, what she really had hidden away and some funds were provided.

In an ideal world there is the never-ending cycling and spiraling of energy to fulfill all our needs and desires, the real flow of the Four Principles to Empowerment. Yet when fear, control, doubt and lack in any and all forms surface then the beautiful magic of manifestation, love, growth and generosity are lost.

The huge losses from Hurricane Sandy, the generosity of unknown little people of humanity to help those in need……giving $16 million plus to big corporate entities like The Red Cross whose partial Mission is to help those in need, their Other Mission is to make money (research yourself) those in Need who are now asking where is The Red Cross, FEMA, Governments, Corporations and the Billionaires of the World to open their coffers wide and free of strings to release the massive financial energy locked away that has been gained at the expense of our World’s Population, every single person.

The Golden Age of Change is upon and within us…….In just over one month – 12/21 and beyond marks the absolute new beginning of time, space and life – a Beam cycle of 26,000 years literally ending for a new Beam of Light Life to be chosen…..these concepts are so far beyond what most anyone can fathom, never the less true.

I see these hard individual and collective lessons and awakenings (ancient to present), feelings of being unfulfilled and less than our greatness that have played out for thousands of years are moments for reflection on “what new Harmonic Galactic Beam will be chosen for Earth to travel in to the future NOW?”

Exercise: Standing at the crossroads, five doors appear around you…different colors different directions and different designs……contemplation, meditation, patience, love, compassion……which one will you choose to open and turn the Light on……the Light will reveal Heart and Soul’s desire!

For now Blessings to All…Until……..

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Where to start after such a long break from putting fingers to keyboard as opposed to pen to paper. The last entry was dated July 26…the first day of the new year based on the Mayan 13 Moon Calendar. Because my WP date loading is slightly off and it was actually written and posted on the 25th – The Day out of Time.

What has transpired since then has been quite amazing in so many ways and on so many levels thus with the help of my current day timer I will recount parts of the journey. Right off the bat I will mentioned that many, many of my experiences were “internal in nature, very personal or totally beyond words” yet I will share what I can.

On July 24th I held ceremony at Shastice Park in Mt Shasta in the presence of seven other friends. Using the 12’x15′ Walking for World Peace Labyrinth each person walked and “held sacred space and intention” for one of the seven continents, them-self and their immediate world. This was to anchor in a presence for the transition into the new times marked by December 21, 2012 and beyond.

Within less than 24 hours my friend Nickki “in synchronization with flow” meets a teacher extraordinaire of the deep inner knowledge of the Mayan Calendar and the work of Jose Arguelles. For 20 plus years she had worked, learned and  followed within the inner circle as Jose and Lloydine tried to open minds and present this work to the world. What started for us as an overnight visit ended four and a half days later….hours and hours spent around a table in a home outside of Ashland, OR. Nickki and I were opened to information only to be found in the Cosmic History Chronicles (seven volumes) authored by Jose Arguelles and Stephanie South.

From the amazing vastness of information, the complexities and new explanations of Earth and Galactic history I now know more than ever, that our collective humanity has and continues to be manipulated, lied to and controlled by and with such hard to imagine power by very small and select few groups (on and off Planet Earth) only to benefit themselves and their ultimate purposes. This has been the case for seemingly thousands of years!

And along with this knowing I have also realized how incredibly imperative it is NOW for each beautiful, individual, divinely created human being living on and in all places on Earth to know and search for their own SELF and move beyond playing the clone robotic games. This is a massively tall order, for myself included. Yet to do nothing is more destructive than to pretend doing something and denying the problems surrounding us every day.

Please do not think that just the first thought and action a person takes  won’t make a difference to the grand plan.(even to prove that I am totally incorrect, if not a little delusional) In fact I will challenge each reader to disprove what I am saying.

Yet before there is any spouting off of accepted biblical texts from any of the religions, scientific, medical, metaphysical and paranormal treatises from well anchored sources…..first go to the pure source of ENERGETIC, VIBRATIONAL truth  WITHIN YOU, then to NATURE, then to PLACES OF NEW INFORMATION THAT CHALLENGE YOUR COMFORT ZONES, then to COMMON SENSE and then THE WORLD AROUND YOU and the VOLUMES of CONTRADICTIONS in every day life, media, government, health and so on.

This searching alone can be your first contribution to building the necessary conscious awareness on Earth for stepping into Earth’s New Humanity.

Synchronization Plus

Apart for a 10 day break from the end of June to mid July I have been camping on the sacred land of Mt Shasta, CA. This is the third summer I have followed such a calling and only yesterday did I move from there to get ready for a new journey.

During the past months of living in the woods it has been amazing the diverse people I have met and  the many incredibly circumstances presented along the way. New friends from here as well as UK, Europe, South America and beyond as well as old friends visiting to enjoy the land and magic;  giving assistance to others in need – ranging from others in several life threatening events to just the encouragement in word, deed and/or donation. To really understand the unusual evolution of a friendship, love and a possible “past life/karmic connection” being revisited yet also knowing it was only for a special time and letting go would ultimately be required. Also once again the mountain and land activated new creative juices in the form of  art mandalas and galactic signatures to expand the labyrinth story and power further.  During the past two summers on the mountain I created a 2-hour theater production, the Peace Labyrinth Tour and a collection of games and cards to promote spiritual and intuitive growth.

Next week I leave on another journey to Kansas City to meet my new grand daughter along with Dad/son, Jerame and Mum, Kate; then to Tampa to reacquaint with grandson, Brayden and Mathew/Dad and Shannon/Mum. Such blessings I look forward to! Florida is also allowing for me to visit the East Coast (Florida) for a few days, where I lived in 2003. To meet with old and new friends and clients and share my knowledge and healing gifts in a workshop or two.

Synchronization Foot Note

Since I began consciously following the 13 Moon Mayan Calendar and understanding more about the natural time (ratios of 13:20) verses the unnatural mechanistic time created by our traditional (ratio 12:60) calendar I am amazed daily or even hourly how synchronicity and flow are more obvious and decisions or directions are naturally obvious. These are fascinating studies for anyone up to the challenge. www.lawoftime.org  (Foundation for the Law of Time)

For now I will say ….Until the Muse is moved again….. Open yourself to art, creation, the new. I have never painted in such ways before…if I can, you can try the new also!

Blessings to all during each day of these powerful times.

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My Dear Readers,

Absence is profound these days and although the words of the Muse roll around in my head and mind nothing makes it to the paper or the screen. Much has and is happening in my life yet most of it is profound for me and would loose power or significance  in the retelling. It is not that I do not wish to share with you yet more that the creative expressions are offering new directions of explorations and they will be revealed later.

Then this morning a video was gifted to me and I now share it  with you. Even though it was created in 2007 by Andrea Bocelli today it is even more important for it is about “every essence of Who I Am (and all of us) through time, space, heart and soul. The song Canto della Terra (Song of the Earth/World) is beautiful and with this video becomes Astounding……..my heart and emotions of every degree overflow with tears and thus there is no need for more to say!  See Below!

Summer Living…..Still being blessed by nature in Mt Shasta.

About three weeks ago upon rising from my sacred tent in the forest of Mt Shasta I addressed the Sun with a prayer and since then each day I have repeated it with amazing results. I will share this pray with you in a moment. For me what has resulted is a profound shifting within to allow for my perspectives to shift and view what has been or presented now in new ways, most importantly ME. To others looking on, somethings are challenging and even be shunned but what is locked within some strange places is the Miracle, Response, Opportunity, Truth, Fear, etc. waiting to be discovered. Only YOU will know know the Gift of Miracle!  The Prayer:

Today I expect Miracles……in every and all areas of my life……..physical, mental, emotional and spiritual……past, present and future……unconditional love, gratitude, joy, prosperity, abundance, creativity, support, honor, respect, health, vision, service, growth in all ways to be of service to humanity. I will see these Miracles, large and small, with humility and clarity and as a blessing to my path and all those who walk alongside, both in resonance and discomfort with me.

Visiting…..Last week I spent wonderful days in Silverton, OR on a lavender farm owned by friends Helmut and Ginger and their children Sebastian and Isabel. Gifts of friendship, laughter, sharing of food and hearts filled me with gratitude and joy. I’ll share more later!

And Today is Summer Solstice in the north and Winter Solstice in the South……the longest day and the shortest day in relation to sunlight. How will you honor this day?

Through the Eyes of the World.  Andrea Bocelli Canto della Terra

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This was sent to me this morning by a friend and because of the simple profound message it offers us I now share it with you.

I have no idea who created it…..yet to them “thank you for this gift of remembering what is important each day!”

40piecesofadvice

Until……….

Blessings toAll.s

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Finally I have finished the first part of the journey of Walking for World Peace. What a wonderful experience it has been thus far of meeting and sharing each journey. I find it incredibly satisfying and empowering to what and acknowledge the energetic changes that happen so subtly yet profoundly.

Click on this link to view the first video of Walking for World Peace Labyrinth.

So many beautiful smiles before us…..it would be wonderful to have your smile join the many others!

Sebastopol is the next stop for the Walking for Wold Peace Labyrinth.

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And as the Angels whispered I turned to hear their voices rejoice with love, joy and truth that all the world seeks!”

My grandson Brayden taken by his mother Shannon Gray

So many wonderful and precious memories flood back as reminders of the early days of parenthood with my son’s Jerame and Mathew.

Yet what else surfaced the moment I saw this beautiful photograph was myself in times throughout my life history, innocent and praying in a purity of Light. How precious a vibration to hold for conscious change within and without!

July is hot and filled with travel!

Growing up in the southern hemisphere, July was pushing the mid point of winter and staying warm was mostly on one’s mind. In those days of youth I was not into meditation as that was done when I lost myself in classical ballet. Looking back though, July was a marker of changes being irritated from within because September  (6 months after my birthday) mostly marked big change and travel, especially from 18 years old until now.

This is part of the energetic vibrational pattern of my life established by and through my Soul’s history and evolution. Can you recognize your own personal life patterns and Soul history for clues of your patterns?  Markers are often found during: birthday month; 4th month following; mid point month and 9th/10th month before next birthday. Markers may have to do with major moves or change, illnesses, family dynamics, emotional lows and highs, so many different possibilities. See what you can intuit from these awareness’s!

Since living in the northern hemisphere, July (especially the first week) now has the opposite message but similar theme but physically: staying cool, it is one of moving, traveling and changes of all types. Major family moves and life changes initiating new beginnings have happened at this time.

Tomorrow, along with my friend Stephanie, we are heading to Palm Springs and Joshua Tree in the desert of California. Sounds crazy seeing the temperatures will be 108 +! Something is calling, the need to travel, get out and have a little adventure. The call of Joshua Tree in particular is big yet we have no idea of what to expect. Let us be surprised!

Pull It Back to Bring It Forward!

“Peaking through the veils of our New Earth and her incredible promise now of Light and Joy I see such moments to remember as the innocence of first love which is more importantly friendship; of magic in youth in places still resonating magic; of so many angels sharing and protecting and gifting the lessons to greater wisdom of heart and soul. Resonating in magic and Unity of Oneness, memory of threads the Angelic’s weave to see and remember who we lost to gain and claim ourselves again.”

In the past two weeks I have been taken both in dreamtime and in waking light to reminisce of special relationships and their importance in who I am becoming in the next wave on this amazing life journey.

Speaking to several friends this past week has revealed that they to are experiencing a remembering of times and events in their teens, 20s and early 30s. Remembering who we were, what was special about each of us during those incredible years of development through the stages of family and fitting into the constrains of child rearing and income/identity masks. What was lost to become someone else for someone else!

Claim back your magic to be able to resonate and live in harmony with the You of the past, blending with the wisdom of the Now to ignite possibilities with the New Earth Light Harmonics!

This is living in fifth dimension mysticism!

In my last posting I mentioned Part 2 of the video on Time Collapsing would be coming. Well, after having many false starts, glitches and plain, not good production, I put it on hold for now…perhaps I am not to reinvent the wheel so to speak.

Check out this YouTube site…it is long but they have done a fabulous job of giving the viewer  concise and  important information on 2012, time, history and so much more.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc-55p1Al9k&feature=channel_video_title

One of the wonderful features WordPress are the stats that are available about one’s blog.  To my surprise probably the most visited blog entry has been on my experience at the Lakota Sundance several years ago. It appears there is an incredible interest and fascination about this Native American ceremony. It was a significant time for me and powerful way to respect beautiful people of this land.

There are so many stories to share!

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