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From sacred OM through geometries of life to birthing butterfly…our journeys of life

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Look deep within and high above……lighting even the darkness recesses of life….YOU!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Made up of the four Cardinal Signs of Astrology the power of today’s alignment marks yet another click in the cog on the grand wheel of life for humanity.  Aries…..Cancer…..Libra……Capricorn. What does it really mean…….choose who you read and listen to and then what resonates within you. If you only get stillness and nothing, PERFECT, BE THERE AND NO WHERE ELSE!

Unlock the Heart …….oh such a message for all. What will you find within YOUR HEART today?

I have searched yet cannot see even a glimpse of the innocent one who came into this world

Oh once again to be a vulnerable vessel so filled with space no degree of love and blessings can be turned away

Spaces so filled with high light and life that joy abounds as overflowing as waters and streams burst forth from their banks with life force blessed….

Flowing beyond confined banks of pre measured sources showing only lack.

You are the full bounty of God’s Divine Breathe

You are the full bounty of loves ecstatic rising from the source of true beginning

You are beauty soft and gentle, Soul touches with breathe and whispers…

Transcend the pain to radiance pure

The touch you long for, it is there!

It is you waiting in the shadows

You have been waiting in the shadows..

Remember the shine and smile of the first meetings when light and light joined force as One

You are the One of pure force and so are all Ones you encountered

Light force pure and blessed within,

Fear not rejection unseen as such only proves a miss of truth,

Words not spoken for fear to know or believe in the loss or change

Cry no more your tears are naught to serve no one, lest only to fall and water Rose and Earth

As you see the lover’s face and smile, smile to be at peace

The times of past are no more as lovers lost and death to end

No more! No more! As light sparkles forth from within You sing the gypsy songs and minstrel bards

            Breath of Life, Breath of Life

            Expand and Sore!

Sat Nam and Blessings of Infinite New Vibrations on every inch of Earth, within every Human Soul present, past and future.

 

 

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Dear Readers,

As you know from my last posting another bout of traveling was coming up. Well now I have been away nearly 2 1/ weeks visiting my sons and their families in Kansas City and St Petersburg, Florida. I’ll keep it short mainly because I am sure you really don’t want to hear too much bragging about how amazing my grand children and their parents are. Although reluctant at first of the grandparent role I now join the ranks with pride.

Huge waves of remembering pass though each day as I have spend precious time with these new little people. Remembering each father/my sons at the same ages, their personalities, tempers, challenges to authority, speed of movement and each having a mind of their own…..and nothing particularly has changed….they are their own persons, as are their wives.

Several times I have caught myself laughing at either hearing someone say (or remembering myself saying it) “I’ll never let my child do that!” and similar phases that include the word NEVER…..they say wisdom comes at a price and yes it is true when the NEVER word used in pretty much any context. From my experience as soon as one says THAT word it opens the “practical joke door” of the Universe with a response of “Are you sure about that!” Invariably that very thing/s we are determined to stay clear of are the VERY THINGS that are done or brought to us to either keep the peace and quiet, pacify,  distract or avoid. I can only see all of this so clearly now because several decades have passed to allow for 20/20 vision…..yet unfortunately the same cannot be said of my physical eyes! Oh well!

Through the magic of spontaneous photo shots and magic energy I/We have been gifted with these special photos that one day in the distant future Brayden and Flora will perhaps share with their own children, remember and tell stories of a world they arrive in. I wonder what it will be like! This photo of me and Brayden was taken today during a very rare moment of him actually looking at the camera…look at the beautiful transparent energy rainbow circle and the misty beings above us….truly magical!

Next week I am facilitating a workshop on the Four Principles to Empowerment in Boca Raton.  I will also by available for private consultations on October 23 to 25th. Space is still available if interested. Contact me through my website http://www.earthspiritjourneys.com for details.

Today, October 19 marks the beginning of a new moon in the Mayan 13 Moon Calendar. It will cover 28 days , as each month does. This is “Tones 4 – Self-Existing Owl Moon of Form – What is the Form my Service will take? is the question being addressed and revealed in the daily unfolding process. The first day is marked by the Seal of the Yellow Magnetic Seed – Kin 144 …..so do not be surprised if things, ideas and manifestations that were “seeded” in the past, even distant past begin to germinate and sprout out of the darkness (just as the wise owl sees in the dark and traverses the night skies).  My return to Boca Raton marks nine years (complete cycle in numerology) from when I arrived there after driving from Denver, CO. At that time I only knew one person there, had no job, no place to live, no idea why I was “guided” to be there yet knew it was significant, and indeed it was!

I return to honor and complete the gathering and claiming of knowledge and tools of ancient times. And I ask the questions……with this chapter complete how will the next chapter begin? what will it be about, who will share the journey to the greatness that lies ahead?  how will I know when the answers are right in front of me?  The same way you always know – TRUST!

I’ll keep this posting short and writing more shortly.

Blessings to all…until…..

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I am working on the next posting after a short week of personal retreat.

And in this time of great transition for many I am offering short Readings for those who need a little more clarity in their inner/outer journey.

This is a gift to you readers and for you to know the power of my work and gifts.

Contact me to make an phone/Skype/personal appointment.

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Sides of Freedom

The veils thin as gossamer wings flutter in the breeze. Every now and then catching a glimpse of what I knew yet was not known. Oh how I stood in wait of full revelation and then it came when lest expected, with pretense suspended as butterflies meet in breathe of space, meeting past and future as one, love unnamed and heart filled, all will be as will be. Peace has found its place as was lost so long before.

Video: Igniting Ecstasy

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Retreat Details

Here is current information on the Weekend Retreat – March 18-20, 2011

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And the People Speak Once Again!

As the world watches the people of Egypt hold true in peaceful demonstration (thus far), demanding consideration of the higher democratic principles of the heart of the people, all people represented by those who have reached the end of the proverbial rope of world governmental abuse elitism, the epitome of the complex “good old boy networks”. The Cradle of Civilization, such a region (not just Egypt) so very long ago before written time can remember, was lush, fertile, productive, creative and brilliant, capable of accomplishments in light, movement and sound still only dreamed of, even by the military. The soils of so many thousands of miles have soaked in lost blood, enough to fill oceans;  and the heart and soul of  billions have left us with marvels and miracles from skies to stone and stories incomprehensibly to the modern mind. Always before Provocation there is Peace. Will it be these people of ancient memory, surrounded by others at war with hate and intolerance, (referring to Israel, Palestine, Iran, Iraq and stretching to India and Pakistan) the raping of people and lands for the greed of resources, the deliberate destruction of his/her stories (history) from the beginning of our time of memory (5000, 10000, 20000 + years old)  in order to stop the people (the manifestation of collective soul creation) from knowing all universal truth of life. I believe it is safe to say, so very many of us from all over the world are and have deep remembering of time before time, heaven before earth, wisdom before science. Remembering creating with light and sound that is still unknown, yet also watching, fearing, challenging and finally being destroyed in chamber experiments using the abusive side of those same light and sound forces. Our modern technology is walking that same fine line and thankfully those same abuses are being glimpsed more and more as the veils flutter open. The people of Egypt are standing  physically for all to see. The surging manifestation of waters of Australia (the ancient Aboriginal Downunder) pulling into a vortex of cyclonic force the lost and chaotic emotions of the world held in the atmosphere, to be dumped, washed and finally filtered in Mother Earth for nurturing and  rebirth. You can take this metaphorically or literally, it is up to you. Several years ago when standing on a large dried up arroyo or river bed in New Mexico, I received this message and vision with it “When consciousness shifts the waters will flow”. I see this as a multilayer answer with literalism constantly changing. If we choose the rest of us can now stand in higher consciousness and awareness, in peaceful expression of the highest democratic principles of the heart of all people, regardless of religion, creed, belief, color, age, sex, ethnicity, social and economic standing….to hold the recreation and revolution of the ever present and moving NOW with the highest principles of life and heart desired by the individual and collective person/soul.

Video segments on Evolving Consciousness.

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The Miraculous Healing Burn

This is one of a series of stories on varying ways Spirit reveals its presence, purpose and potential, whether that be in physical healing or emotional awareness. Somethings cannot be denied.

On Monday morning my phone rang. The young woman on the other end was definitely upset and in pain. “What’s wrong Kristine? Through the tears she told me of her accident the previous evening. “I was smoking a turkey and I guess I wasn’t paying attention when opening the door of the smoker. It just exploded on my hand. I now have second and third degree burns on my left hand, up to above the wrist. It is so painful, can you help me?” “Of course I will, though I’m not sure how I can help. I’ll meet you at the office in half an hour!” Kristine’s hand was covered with what the hospital had provided the evening before. She had been given Demerol for the pain. The plastic surgeon who had looked at her hand told her “ the pain will continue, take the antibiotics to stop any infection, you will have to wait four to six weeks for the swelling to go down before doing any skin grafts and there will probably be scaring!” I took into an office in the wellness center we were both affiliated with. She sat on a upright chair and I began evaluating the energy of the hand and back. I started doing “my magic” as I lightly call it.  Another one of my students and co-worker, Sarah arrived to observe our work. As I became involved more in Kristine’s energy, impressions and messages began to reveal themselves. From the left side of her back I picked up the energy of a male spirit attached to her. There were also a lot of father issues present that had not been resolved. About ten minutes into the work the pain within the burn began to increase. Kristine was really crying and didn’t know how much she could take. At that point I directed Sarah to get on the floor, hold her feet and breathe in order to act as a ground rod for our friend. Within a few minutes the three of us were working in unison, breathing and shifting pain energy fraction by fraction. Then as I started to pickup more old, stuck stuff in her spin, the pain hit a crescendo and in one massive breath exhalation the pain exited down Kristine’s arm, though her fingers and out. It was amazing to watch. Simultaneously, as the pain exited, toxic fluids within the burn bubbled to the surface of the skin. What I haven’t shared so far is that there was little to no skin left on her fingers, in parts the bones were exposed – it was gross to say the least! Kristine requested a tissue. She began dabbing the toxic fluids coming out of the burn. “No don’t do that, it will hurt!”  She replied “There is no more pain, it has completely gone, and this is amazing!” I kept working on her hand, and Sarah was still acting as her grounding rod. Toxic fluids continued to rise to the surface and Kristine continued to clean them up.  When I knew she was in a better place emotionally I mentioned the male energy I had picked up on earlier. She just looked at me, stunned. (Up until that moment I had no idea of her past.) “This energy has been with you a long time and is asking to be released. You both have to move on to be able to evolve and grow further. Does this message make any sense to you?” She was silent with tears running down her cheeks. “Yes, that was probably my husband, he was killed in a motorcycle accident ten years ago and I have never really wanted to loose him. I was angry he left me!”  Over the years, Kristine had been a dare devil, always pushing the envelope of actions to prove something, to show he father she was worthy. She mentioned she believed her father really wanted her to be a boy; therefore she grew up being a tomboy. In the moments Kristine was sharing all these revelations, her energy fields kept shifting to the point of about thirty minutes after starting to work with her, all three of us observed new translucent layers of skin growing back. This was truly amazing! In total I worked with Kristine for about thirty minutes that day. For the next four days I did energy work with her for about fifteen minutes at a time. On Friday her father took her to see the plastic surgeon. To say the least he was surprised at the amount of healing already taking place. “What have you been doing? The healing process is two to three weeks ahead of schedule.” he asked. “My friend has been doing energy work with me each day. I have more no pain at all!” For the next four weeks we continued doing the work each day. At each doctor’s visit, there was more and more surprise.  After four weeks the progress was remarkable. When I finally stopped working with Kristine, her pain had never returned, there was no infection at all and there was no evidence of scared skin. I mentioned I would like to share this experience with her doctor and father, but neither was interested in speaking or learning from me. Her father only chastised “you should have taken pictures!” An amusing side note to this whole experience was the fact that Kristine’s father was a retired orthopedic surgeon. One would have thought his curiosity could possibly have been peeked! Upon reflection: If at the beginning I had had any idea of how this whole situation would play out, I definitely would have taken pictures. But each day was so special in the results that none of us ever really thought about it until the very end. This is often how Spirit wants things to work. What I learned from this experience: 1. Injury and illness can be traced back to old emotional and often spirit related causes, albeit difficult to find. 2. Through simple energy and breath work, huge amounts of pain, memory and stuff can be transmuted. 3. The energetic threads holding the spirit realm to the earthly plane are real, powerful in both positive and negative possibilities and it is our choice in how to play it through. 4. When physical healing happens through these types of processes, the effects reach out far beyond the individual in question, facilitating healing energy to resonate through the webs connecting all persons and dimensions holding a piece of memory within the particular life scenario.

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You may have all noticed how fast things are happening and showing up around you in the past week or so. This last week has been exceptional!

There is not really even time to think and process the information set forth, it is to trust the inner guidance and act accordingly, even and especially when it doesn’t make sense or is challenging the strength of ALL your safety nets.

Information downloads having been coming to me fast and furiously, with a strong general title of 5th Dimension Mysticism. In my own private writings over the past months I have been learning more of what this means. Recent travels reinforced the fact that we, as humanity, have been slowly in preparation process for this exact change over the past 10 – 15 years. We were taking tiny quiet steps to get use to the feel and now it and we are there/here.

For those who have kept journals during these past years, you may find it interesting to reread very early entries, moving forward in time to see if you can spot an unfolding theme. In this blog and in the days to come I will be sharing more of my stories preparing and awakening myself and those involved (if they chose) to the new dimensional wonders becoming the norm!

In your wanderings around various and multiple websites such as Spirit Library <updates@spiritlibrary.com> ,  and Steve Rother http://www.lightworker.com The New Body Electrics: The Physical Electrical Evolution

(of course there are plenty, plenty of others) there are postings and writings giving so many personal perspectives and messages from sources here and above and below on unfolding earth experiences. In all your discovering, take the information right for you in the moment, use it, grow with it and be open to what’s next.

The New Body Electrics piece is a confirmation of several experiences I have had in being “recalibrated to the new frequencies.” I have written about them in past blog entries so for those who have missed them and are intereste d to read more, click on the blog sidebar Pages: Health and Wellness/Recalibration

Over the n ext days and weeks of blog postings I will share many quite different stories, some from nearly ten years ago. At the time the experiences were profound and taught me a great deal. Now, in hindsight when reviewing and remembering, I am seeing patterns, steps and the early threads woven as foundations of seeing through the veils, now thin as gossamer wings. I will post these new stories under PAGES on the main page. In this posting there will be three pieces on Baby, Memories and Family. They are quite different from each other yet very associated. Remembering these was much of why I needed to clear some of my family issues before my grandson is born.

Breaking News

Announcing d ates for three retreat weekends to be held in Sonora, CA. All are coinciding with yearly solstices and the summer equinox and full moons.

The weekends will be co-fac ilitated by Stephanie Escobar and myself plus other special guests.

1st Retreat      March 18-21, 2011

2nd Retreat     June 17-19, 2011

3rd Retreat      September 23 -25, 2011

The Retreat title is Spirit Journeys “Awakening and Igniting Ecstasy In-Formation…Living 5th Dimension Mysticism”. The format will be very interactive filled with exercises, dialogue, sharing, tools to use and ceremony for personal awareness, growth, empowerment and joy.

We will also be offering optional Mystic side trips to Yosemite and/or Mt Shasta after the retreat weekends.

To wet your whistle a little: the location is a beautiful 7 acre mountaintop, amazing views, quiet walks, star filled night skies, drumming, art, clay, yoga, meditati on, c hanting, music, meals, beverages, snacks, pool, hot tub, bonfires, camping(out or indoor), under the stars (weather dependent) or local hotels.

More details suc h as fees, schedules, limits, reservations, etc will be posted in a few days.

The photos today are from last year’s retreat on the mountaintop.


What is 5th Dimension Mysticism?

It may sound like a new catch phrase and concept yet in research over the past months I have come across writings from Rudolph Steiner in the 20s, Edgar Cayce, numerous Ascended Masters and an interview with Ruth Dahlen: Mysticism and/or Reality….”In March 1968 Sweden’s Radio-TV introduced Mrs. Ruth Dahlen to the Scandinavian public as the “mystic of Vallingby.”  ….continued. (This was a really good piece!)

My brief simple description goes something like this:

The past thousands of years have been in the earth bound 3rd dimension…what you see is what you get; cavemen, lords and surfs, patriarchal control and power, winner through conflict solves all problems and has authority. Through these times, (refer to the steps of a nine layer of a Mayan temple) eras have been shrinking from millions of years to the last level, a 20 day cycle. Interspersed throughout time there have been glimmers of artistic, literary and cultural renaissance, invention and industrialization, fragile peace only to be broken by massive oppression. Humanity lived in the physical body and in physical world! This translates to the 1st (root), 2nd (sacrel) and 3rd (solar plexus) chakras driving life forward.

Then in the 60s, 70s and 80s we searched for something higher, clearer, and purer. The advent of Gurus for the everyday person was real. The more Love and Flower Power pushed, the more Vietnam, Laos and Cambodia became places and examples of hate, abuse, intolerance and death. During these times many were trying to find and walk in the 4th dimension, the place higher than physical earth. Translating to the 5th (throat), 6th (third eye) and 7th (crown) chakras. (I’ll get to the heart in a minute)

Then in 1987, the Harmonic Convergence and a shift happened (research Mayan Calendar, Jose Aguelles). A planetary, energetic, vibration, consciousness shift started the ball not to be stopped!  You and I have been plodding along through this for all these years and most of the time with no clarity or understanding, just a deep driving faith. Many a time it felt like the threat of personal insanity, seeking so disparately for what no one could see or believed was possible. Church, governments, institutions, science and business slammed doors and opened mental wards and prisons for troublemakers who challenged the safe boxed life.  How many times did you say or hear others saying “oh I don’t want to live in the world, I want to be spiritual, enlightened, pure, a pillar of light, a lightworker, etc.” This real world is a hard place to live in!

The 90s, into Year 2000 to now, the surge ahead kept growing. Science and quantum physics found that not seeing something does not mean it’s not there! Medicine found and admitted healing can come through hands, mind and heart; sound can heal and destroy. All over the world, governments, military, science and business were and are finding their hidden agendas, deceptions, lies and greed are being revealed through and by the transparency of searching  higher consciousness by the ever increasing number of individuals seeking exactly that within themselves, proving one person can make a difference.

During the past ten years massive amounts of diverse information from Ascended Masters, gurus, teachers, ancient cultures and spirit realms have been presented for us to process and discern what is truth, truths that seem to keep changing. In the past five years I have seen a coalescing, melding, molding, simplicity and authenticity different from the past which appears to be anchoring us to a new place – the 5th Dimension.

And this anchoring happens at the heart, the human heart and the sacred chamber behind the heart. Here is an image of what I see happening: The earth energy rod of the three lower physical chakras has grown a grounding plug at the top of the solar plexus. The higher three spiritual chakras have done the same from the heavens down, passing through the throat and the thymus to the top of the heart.

Living in the 5th Dimension is about plugging the lower and upper chakras together at the Sacred Heart, thus Igniting and Awakening the Ecstasy our True Heart and Soul have been seeking for eons of time. This is still all new, we are learning and feeling our way through the unfamiliar. It is a real merging of the past, reaching out to the future unknown and acting to create the flowing now and on and on.

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Full Moon in Libra in the Sign of Aries.  It’s like being in the spin cycle of life’s machine and not sure which speed is coming next. Lots of unravelling, revealing which creates mystical happenings and awareness, a little scary, lots of  revelations and oh so adventureous possibilities to explore.

Hold on to your hats….. this is only the begining for we have arrived in a new time and space with no return to the past acceptable.

 

The World Book Dictionary’s meaning of metamorphosis is “change of form, structure, substance; any complete change in appearance, character, circumstances.” This is what spring is about, bringing new hidden life to the surface to present a complete visual transformation in appearance, character and form.

This is what is happening to all of us internally and externally, with incredible speed, power and significance.  And I can definitely say my life shifts have been ramped up big time! I have been trying to write a new post for the past four to five days and just the action of opening up the blog site sometimes proved impossible.

What changed today to at least get it started? Birthdays begin a new revolution of birth and rebirth and this has just occurred for me as well as, last Wednesday was the last morning of getting up at 4am to participate in the  latest 11 day sadhana (morning call to meditation and chant) at a center in Mt Shasta.  The particular session mantra was focused on releasing blocks. Blocks from what appeared to be from eons of time past to the stuff brought forth that very night. There was nothing subtle about it either, no mistaking what was being addressed and how proactive actions really were crucial and not to be delayed. 

Another thing that has changed is how I am to redefine myself, my life purpose, work and most of all my DESIRES. Become more specific and refine the central theme. For anyone reading my bios, website or most especially knowing me, realize I have done, been, seen and created from very diverse directions and I’m often asked “what do you really do and how do you use it!” Confusing to say the least, to all except me! Everything I have ever done, learned, etc., I now know how to put it all into play when working with clients, writing, creating presentations and shows or finding disruptive forces in grids. BUT NOW IT NEEDS TO BE REFINED TO A CENTRAL CORE OF PURE INTEREST and this is ultimately UNDERSTANDING SOUL EVOLUTION STORIES and WHO WE ARE TODAY!  How this is done is the Intuitive Journey of Discovery!

Many of you reading this piece will agree and say “that’s happening to me and I didn’t have to get up at 4am and chant!”  For me, the discipline, focus, attention, intent and conscious awareness provided very clear signposts and thread patterns to follow, rather than being blind and unconscious to the reasons, impact and appropriate responses required to move or dissolve the blocks.  Some friends were put in their sick beds to have time to cleanse, reflect and revive to their new selves; or a relationship came to place of transition for reasons viewed quite differently by each person involved; huge and fast rearrangements of living circumstances, work, power and information are all part of the individual and universal metamorphosis taking place.

You cannot fight it……it is a natural flow of life force……..

Embrace it……..and The Birth it is facilitating in your life!

 

Creating Soul Stories     Why Are They Important?

In the last post there was as example of how a formless light vibration snowball may create a Soul for incarnation by traveling through a great Life Memory Library. This is a powerful tool I use for helping people understand why and how  they experience life as they do.

The next story is of birth and family ties, their impact and how they really extend back in time and beyond this space. Understanding such genetic ties, their cellular and psychic memory and current connection to life and health issues are significant within my own children and family even as I write this. The deep, old and wounded past is pleading for acknowledgement, release and healing.

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The Dynamic Web of Family Ties

 Another experience that presented itself at Spa Atlantis was with a young mother-to-be and her family. On the day I met her, she told me her due date was NOW, TODAY! I will call this young woman, Susan.

 

I had just finished working with another client and came out to the reception area. Standing there, beside Susan was her aunt, a friend, a massage therapist and the receptionist for the spa. I was introduced to Susan and of course my question to her was “when are you due?”

She replied “now but the baby has not dropped into place for some reason and the doctor’s are concerned. I had a massage with the hope of moving the baby into place.”

 

Observing a great pressure on her spine because of the baby’s weight and position I asked if I could do a little energy work to perhaps shift it so she would not be so uncomfortable.  Susan gladly agreed.

 

Standing right there in the reception area, with all everyone observing, I “did my energy magic” as I call it. Within a couple of minutes she experienced a shift, her baby demagnetized from the spine allowing for Susan to loosen and straighten herself, her skin, hair and eyes visibly lightened and the baby slowly lowered into place.

 

Everyone was amazed! They watched my every move, the breathing technique I showed Susan, the fact that I really didn’t even touch her and also all this was done within five or six minutes. I smiled and then bid farewell, leaving Susan now looking like a radiant and comfortable mother-to-be.

 

The next day I had planned to visit a friend at his office in Hollywood, FL. David was a Doctor of Oriental Medicine and we were going to share techniques and information on each other’s work.  He had given me directions and said that I should to park in the Burger King Lot across the street.

 

At the duly appointed time I arrived and parked my car. First off I made a stop in the Burger King to wash my hands and get the feel that it was alright to leave my car for a couple of hours.

 

I was just about to leave the store when a voice behind me said “hello, what are you doing here?” It was Susan’s aunt from the previous day. To say the least I was surprised.

 

“I’m visiting a friend across the street!”

“Oh he is at the birthing center!  ” she asked and then proceeds to introduce Susan’s mother and other family members.

 

“I had no idea David’s office was connected to the birthing center!” I replied.

 

We crossed the street together and entered the building. David was waiting for me. Susan’s aunt wanted me to meet the grandparents and children before I met with David.

 

This is when I “tuned into” some rather disturbing emotions and threads that were playing out in the family. The Grandmothers were remembering their own child birth experiences, there was jealousy coming from a sister and Susan’s supposed “best friend.

 

I went to see David and spent about two hours together in his office.  Eventually, the need for food took over and we decided to go and find something to eat.

 

The scene in the rest of the building had changed. There was a much stronger stress level evident. Walking passed a room with the door open I realized that it was a birthing room and in use. A large woman in a wheelchair was in the room and as I walked past felt a very uncomfortable chill.

 

I asked David who she was. “She is the midwife.”

To say the least I was shocked. Shocked at the chilling energy messages I was picking up from the room and woman.

 

Upon leaving the building we were greeted with the sight of Susan being walked in the parking lot, her husband on one side and her best friend on the other. Susan was not the radiant person I left the day before. She was in pain, tired, drained and actually looking wretched. My heart went out to her.

 

David and I moved to our cars and out of ear shot of everyone. I shared my observations and feelings with him and although he had not understood the scenarios, as soon as I pointed them out he agreed completely.

 

  These were my observations.                                                   

  1. The grandparents of the two families were not comfortable or did not particularly really like each other.                                                                                                                                                            Sample Family Issues Chart
  2. The midwife present was not only unhealthy physically; she also had a strong jealous energy around her and “wanted” the mothers to experience difficult births, as her own life was difficult. Susan’s sister also exhibited jealousy.
  3. Outside, Susan’s best friend had a strong interest in her husband and perhaps in the past they had had a relationship. Once again jealousy was apparent.
  4. All these webs of relationship energies were being picked up by the baby, and baby was saying “I don’t want to come into this mess there is too much pain and deceit around!” Thus labored had virtually stopped.

 

For those readers who are questioning the above observations, it was the energy, auric fields and body language of everyone involved I was reading and sensing. This has taken me many years of observation to understand and now hopefully I can assist or facilitate to dissolve and complete particular energy patterns.

 

As David and I continued to stand by our cars I quietly said a blessing and connected into Divine Source and held the space while these dark threads moved to become light.  In situations like these, I know I have been guided or directed to “turn up, be present and hold light” by a higher divine power which could also include the “spirit/s” of family members wishing to help resolve situations that seem to repeat themselves over and over again. These powerful times are showing us many very different ways of handling and looking at life.

 

One of the most crucial factors in transmuting dark or negative energies, behaviors, spirits and such is to acknowledge and validate that they are real and have had a purpose up until that moment. Validation is the key to dissolving the power or fear, and in validating the power or fear, there is then a choice to make of what to do next, thus moving beyond its perceived original purpose.

Like a child demanding attention. Until the child is acknowledged and asked what they want, their demands will continue to get louder and louder.

Several days later I spoke to David for an update on when Susan went into labor and had her baby. He said “the situation started to change about an hour after I left and she had her baby later than night. He said the stress amongst everyone definitely changed and ‘thank you for what you did!”

As with the many varied experiences I have had over the years, each one teaches me something special and important not only about others but also myself and then becomes another block in the new life puzzle I am gradually learning more about.  

 

 

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Mars is Direct Again, thankfully!

Many of you may have noticed this week, on March the 10th to be exact, something shifted and things happened very unexpectedly. Mars went direct after three months of “perceivably going backwards”. Astrology is one of the Oh So Ancient Sciences that can give us great clues into what is happening yet by no means is the absolute! Nothing is absolute, especially now!

Mars is the planet associated with fire, action, courage, war, defiance, impulse, the warrior. So very simple put – so much that has been held back, put on the backburner, covered up to avoid exposure, no matter whether in the physical life and world, avoidance of emotional and mental issues, avoiding personal strength and courage, etc., is now able to move ahead but probably not at a snail’s pace as most would like. It will be in your face with no disguises.

There is a gently side to Mars and actions taken, they can be gentle yet firm, direct yet compassionate, courageous and grounded. The key is to take a deep breath and let it out, ground to the earth, be patience and most of all TRUST your own intuition of what to do, say, be…..I have a strong Mars influence in my chart and am speaking from successful and painful experience.

This turn around has put 2010 into full speed ahead……..make yours great through your own choices! For more detailed astrology information contact an astrologer, read books and search the Net. 

 

New Moon Sadhana begins 5am on March 14th to 24th at The Flying Lotus

 Sadhana is the Morning Call to become present in the awakening day.

So what is Sadhana and why on earth should I get up at that hour to sing!

I asked that same question back in December when the first one was announced. Prema Siri Kaur, our Kundalini teacher announced she would like to introduce us and the greater Mt Shasta community to a tradition of meditation and chanting brought to America by Yogi Bhajan. (do your own research)

Prema cautiously announced “this will be a 21 day powerful meditation/chanting combination to begin at 4am each morning. We will begin with japji (prayer) followed by 30 minutes or so of light warm up yoga and then chant the long Ek Ong Kaar prayer for 2 ½ hours.” Prem was observing our reactions with a slight smile……4am!!!!!  My light-hearted immediate response was “you probably won’t see me there at 4am; I am definitely not a morning person!”

The next two nights I did not sleep very well, in fact, I was awake at around 3:30-4:00am. I had the thoughts of what the meditation would be like, its purpose, what could be gained, etc. and a small voice in the background that kept reminding me “you will be there, it is important!” I had no idea why the importance.

Wednesday morning at 3:15am the alarm went off. Taking a deep breathe I got out of the warm bed and start getting ready. At 3:30am I was driving the ten miles into the Mt Shasta studio. Some mornings there was not a soul on the road, not a sound, a breath of wind. Just stillness and peace! I grew to really appreciate this peace.

That first morning our small group gathered. Grael, Tony, Lori and myself, with Prema guiding our way. Her peace, beauty and presence shining forth! After japji and yoga we prepared for this first experience.                     

Ek Ong Kaar, Sat Naam, Siree Waaha Guru

For 2 ½ hours these words resonated out from each of us. And then all rested in stillness for a time; most falling asleep in the still wee dark hours of these winter mornings.

Each morning the core group turned up, plus one to four others. These extra people came and went as was right for them, each morning forming a very different circle of energy resonating out to the community and beyond. By morning 7 or so the core group had grown, sometimes 12-13 people arrived, and the balance of male/female equaled out. There were even mornings when there were more men present and this was acknowledged as a gift to all. Mornings 10, 12, 14 and on were passed and completion on morning 21.

Prema had shared with us that her teachers and peers had encouraged her not to start with the most difficult and challenging morning call, but rather with lengths of  chants 11/22/31 minutes in less days. She assured them “this is Mt Shasta, they can handle it!”

There were definitely challenges to get through each morning, just starting with getting up and out the door. Sitting wrapped in a warm blanket, staying focused and present with the song, struggling to stay awake and then succumbing to a brief rest, changing position to move muscles, stilling the chattering mind saying “why am I here!”  Each person’s experience was very personal and kept within them.

After this 21 days sadhana was complete it was decided to begin another sadhana at the next moon and continue this cycle.  These would be 11 day cycles and each would have a different focus. So far there have been 11 day – Sadhana for the Aquarian Age and 11 day – Hara, Hara, Hara. Tomorrow, Sunday, March 14 at 5am we begin another 11 day cycle.

Our last two sadhana’s were much small groups, mostly woman yet always anchored by at least one man when called for. So often Tony was our anchor, quietly holding his strong creative spirit as the balanced, pivotal point. I have learned over the years, too much female energy can be just as damaging and unfulfilling as too much male energy. The respectful balancing and merging of both is crucial in all areas of life now.

What I have learned from these experiences is difficult to define in words. My morning guidance is stronger and more direct. It has been a test of commitment and community, as well as that always true knowing that heart-centered purpose moves far beyond physicality. My physical balance and groundedness’ has strengthened and I am in gratitude of all that is coming into my life now so I may move to the next level in this mission.

If you are curious to know more, join the group when it is right for you, even if it just one morning. If you are not in this area, contact a Kundalini Yoga teacher/studio in your area and ask about Sadhana. Each teacher, facilitator brings their own unique energy and dedication to the circle, and we can all be student and teacher in the same moment.

If this does not resonate with you yet you are still seeking something, ask for what is right to be shown to you, either through a person, a place, an action, whatever is clear and true. Follow that and see the illumination ahead!

 

                      

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