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To understand the significance of what is happening in Charlottesville today, a look back in time to the mid 1700s will reveal a large piece of a little known or reported part of history.

I lived in Charlottesville from April 2004 to early 2006. Unbeknownst to me at the time, what I learned during that time was and has been profound to my growth and greater knowledge of our world and universe. All details are far too much to share now yet I will give a thumbnail sketch of what is being revealed today.

Points within the story unfolding:

Charlottesville and the environs was the birthplace of Presidents Jefferson, Madison and Munroe, and of which all three were instrumental in the writing and/or implementation of the original tenets of the Constitution of this country.

Thomas Jefferson is also known as the founder of education in this country, establishing the University of Virginia in Charlottesville as a place of learning to empower people to think for themselves and live their highest potential. And yes there was a down side to the area, as it was a time of slavery in the south, and all three were included. Sadly, far too few were caretakers of those lives, rather abusers of lives.

Jefferson’s home, Monticello sits atop Carter Mountain. This land mass is also known as a crystal mountain. The acres around it are quite magical and I came to realize walks here became places of downloads. On the front lawn of the home there are the makings of a long forgotten labyrinth which Jefferson had installed.

For those into sacred geometry, mapping out Charlottesville, one will find many patterns and connections between Monticello, The Rotunda, Capital, Nob Hill and other points around the area.  And as with most universities, then and now, there were member societies of secrecy and darkness as well as goodness and light.

 The Little Known!

The birthdate of Thomas Jefferson, the one every child has been taught since the 1800s is incorrect and its reason is significant to everyone, even today.

He was not born on April 13, 1743. He was born on April 2, 1743. You will have to dig very deep to find even a mention of the latter date though. (It took me quite a while to find this!)

What difference does it make and who cares!

Perhaps I am the only one who cared yet when I found the reason much started coming clear.  Since Year 2000 the quest and raising of consciousness across the planet has been increasing as it should.

To understand this little piece, we go back to the radio. Remember the crystal radio! When a station is tuned correctly, the program aired is clear and understandable to the listener. When the station is not quite tuned in the signal goes in and out, there is static and it takes a lot of concentration to hear and comprehend everything that is aired.

Today with so many people understanding energy, frequency and vibration, especially in the fields of healing what I am about to share should be an AH HA moment!

Back in early mid 1700s, the then Christian Church denominations, both here and in UK, said they needed to revise to ecclesiastical calendar established during the Nicene Council of 335AD. Specifically the holidays and celebrations based on moon cycles were not falling into a predictable cycle and this was frustrating to them. (I know it sounds weird!)

Thus, a change had to be decided on and worked out! Who was involved specifically in the computations I found no mention. The result though was astounding!

It was September 1752. It was decided, September 2 would indeed be the 2nd. However, September 3 was changed to September 13th, an ADDITION of 11 DAYS!

Thus completely eliminating all days, energies, identities, events that would have existed in those eleven days.

 So what! Cut a pizza into twelve pieces, take one away and then put it back together selling it a a whole pizza! The piece that is missing throws off the shape, the fit, the value, the integrity of the original product!

Taking those 11 days out of the calendar does all that and more. It changed the radio station and created an incoherent field that people had to adjust to over time. It is what happen with the Gregorian Calendar when the 13th moon rising in a year was eliminated, creating the 12 moon calendar. A calendar that is out of sync with natural universal cycles.   This created another incoherent field for the people to adjust to! I say this changed the body DNA, cell and nervous systems thus also throwing out of line our third eye and intuitive fields from their true vibration.

These changes even though they were done hundreds of years ago have a vibrational effect through time, incarnations, generations and souls. We are manipulated beings for others purposes!

Charlottesville Today!

All the quotes, teachings and purpose from the framers of the Constitution for people to live by to be self empowered and establish a strong sense of governance and fairness toward others as a whole has hit a wall of the opposite, ever though that wall is made up of those who want the same, per se, yet in different ways. And it is fueled by irresponsible dialogue, anger and hatred.

As a weaver of threads and visions for understanding, I wonder:

Have Thomas Jefferson, James Madison and James Munroe returned in spirit to hold, reveal and ask all people living in this country what is the truth behind the original Constitution?

Is it up for grabs and manipulation as some feel inclined? Is there a way for all sides to calm and find common talking ground where each can live as they choose without ruining others lives who do not follow suit?

In the lead up to this powerful eclipse from the lion’s gate roar, how will each of us respond and hold the highest ideals of divine courage and life to the light?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Titled: Yellow Seeds Birth the New World Matrix    2013Birth of the New Earth

This Sunday March 13 is the beginning of a journey back in time. Back to times within my soul memory, before recorded history, before the fall of humanity’s consciousness into a 3-D world from the holographic realms of clarity, culture and higher science and technology.

That day, March 13, is also the Yellow Rhythmic Seed – Kin 84. The seal and tone of my birthday and current galactic solar return. I am returning home after eons of time – to EGYPT – Alexandria and Cairo.

Unexpected and sudden in its revelation, my friend Morgan became the messenger of the tale now unfolding. One soulchronicity followed by synchronicity after another anchoring further, the assurance all is in alignment with higher guidance and purpose.

My first and only visit to Egypt was when I was 12-13 years old. Our family sailed on the PO Oriana from Sydney to England via the then open Suez Canal with a stop in Port Said, Egypt. I still remember the views along the Nile, the people, the smells and the great desire to see more.

The calling to Alexandria and the site of the former ancient and now rebirthed Alexandria Bibliotheca is to attend the “Women Gathering for Global Change Conference” from March 16 to 19. Women and men will be gathering from all over the world to share, teach, learn and create new, revived, proven and hopeful dialogue and actions to further improve and change our collective and shared world. The conference is supported by the International Association of Sufism and the Human Foundation of Egypt.

Last night when talking of the trip with my 94 years old father he shared of the suffragette movement of the ‘20s that changed the world’s view of women.  “Maybe you (the conference) can accomplish the same thing at this gathering!” he commented.  That would be powerful beyond measure!

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Among the many guided instructions I have been receiving was this one, “to take a labyrinth, walk it, hold ceremony on the land and then leave it there in Egypt!” The latest “Walking for World Peace” labyrinth with sacred geometries, (12ft x 15ft) will be with me, carrying the energy of Mount Shasta and the OM Crystal tone across the world.

Open and receptive to the unknown and unexpected, I journey to discover the messages, the stories, the people and the unity of hearts, souls, healing and purpose and to return RENEWED and CHANGED again.

 

Featured Art Piece:  Yellow Seeds Birth the New World Matrix    2013

This piece was created to celebrate 7/26/2013 to 7/25/2014 Year of the Yellow Galactic Seed. As the seed holds the matrix of life history pending birth, the Galactic Seed gave birth to a huge new matrix of feminine consciousness Earth will experience for the next 26,000 plus years.

 

 

 

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Here is a wonderful DocuRide of two guys Shawn and Dan riding 5500 miles on their motorcycles from Seattle to Alaska and back. My son wrote the soundtrack music.

This is inspiring beyond measure.

Congratulations to Shawn, Dan, Jerame and all those we you met along the way.

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And as the Angels whispered I turned to hear their voices rejoice with love, joy and truth that all the world seeks!”

My grandson Brayden taken by his mother Shannon Gray

So many wonderful and precious memories flood back as reminders of the early days of parenthood with my son’s Jerame and Mathew.

Yet what else surfaced the moment I saw this beautiful photograph was myself in times throughout my life history, innocent and praying in a purity of Light. How precious a vibration to hold for conscious change within and without!

July is hot and filled with travel!

Growing up in the southern hemisphere, July was pushing the mid point of winter and staying warm was mostly on one’s mind. In those days of youth I was not into meditation as that was done when I lost myself in classical ballet. Looking back though, July was a marker of changes being irritated from within because September  (6 months after my birthday) mostly marked big change and travel, especially from 18 years old until now.

This is part of the energetic vibrational pattern of my life established by and through my Soul’s history and evolution. Can you recognize your own personal life patterns and Soul history for clues of your patterns?  Markers are often found during: birthday month; 4th month following; mid point month and 9th/10th month before next birthday. Markers may have to do with major moves or change, illnesses, family dynamics, emotional lows and highs, so many different possibilities. See what you can intuit from these awareness’s!

Since living in the northern hemisphere, July (especially the first week) now has the opposite message but similar theme but physically: staying cool, it is one of moving, traveling and changes of all types. Major family moves and life changes initiating new beginnings have happened at this time.

Tomorrow, along with my friend Stephanie, we are heading to Palm Springs and Joshua Tree in the desert of California. Sounds crazy seeing the temperatures will be 108 +! Something is calling, the need to travel, get out and have a little adventure. The call of Joshua Tree in particular is big yet we have no idea of what to expect. Let us be surprised!

Pull It Back to Bring It Forward!

“Peaking through the veils of our New Earth and her incredible promise now of Light and Joy I see such moments to remember as the innocence of first love which is more importantly friendship; of magic in youth in places still resonating magic; of so many angels sharing and protecting and gifting the lessons to greater wisdom of heart and soul. Resonating in magic and Unity of Oneness, memory of threads the Angelic’s weave to see and remember who we lost to gain and claim ourselves again.”

In the past two weeks I have been taken both in dreamtime and in waking light to reminisce of special relationships and their importance in who I am becoming in the next wave on this amazing life journey.

Speaking to several friends this past week has revealed that they to are experiencing a remembering of times and events in their teens, 20s and early 30s. Remembering who we were, what was special about each of us during those incredible years of development through the stages of family and fitting into the constrains of child rearing and income/identity masks. What was lost to become someone else for someone else!

Claim back your magic to be able to resonate and live in harmony with the You of the past, blending with the wisdom of the Now to ignite possibilities with the New Earth Light Harmonics!

This is living in fifth dimension mysticism!

In my last posting I mentioned Part 2 of the video on Time Collapsing would be coming. Well, after having many false starts, glitches and plain, not good production, I put it on hold for now…perhaps I am not to reinvent the wheel so to speak.

Check out this YouTube site…it is long but they have done a fabulous job of giving the viewer  concise and  important information on 2012, time, history and so much more.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc-55p1Al9k&feature=channel_video_title

One of the wonderful features WordPress are the stats that are available about one’s blog.  To my surprise probably the most visited blog entry has been on my experience at the Lakota Sundance several years ago. It appears there is an incredible interest and fascination about this Native American ceremony. It was a significant time for me and powerful way to respect beautiful people of this land.

There are so many stories to share!

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Where did she disappear to!

This is what many of you have probably been asking this past week or so since no postings have appeared. Intensity is probably the only word to describe what is going on for oh, so many people and countries. To be honest with you, I have been trying to write this blog for a couple of days now and each time I start its direction changes and the potency increases….when reading about the upcoming eclipses this will make sense. That being said I will keep it short and hopefully not too disjointed. Even my spelling has gone out the window!

Since Mother’s Day all has been ramped up a few notches once again and yesterday May 21 had been touted by some select Christian fundamental groups as the “end of the world”….a prediction they seem to get wrong over and over again but it is a good hook for many!

Then a look at the news from the Middle East and the aggression of forces over the people speaking out…..so much more bloodshed spilling onto the already “blood soaked lands.” The weather is doing its crazy dance through the skies and land with flooding and tornadoes raging havoc, volcanoes – Fire in the land of Ice (Iceland) once again, temps that go from near 80 one day to inches of snow and massive winds the next few……this is what happened in Sonora, Ca a week ago – so bizarre! Has all the cloud seeding, chem trails and HAARP frequency manipulations done so much damage that Mother Nature has no idea of which end is up!

More politicians and “influential people” being caught by their past and their raw abuse of “self-power”. Fear mongers continue to paint on bigger canvases the disasters of living or surviving in the material world…..not enough money, jobs, health……you name it, we believe it!

What astrology is saying!   Take the information in the context of the big and small pictures of what’s happening. Information adds more pieces to reveal clarity of the puzzle.

I am going to give you links to other people I know and respect for you to research. Beverly Bright – Human Design readings;  Grant Larson Radio Love, Relationships and You

Personally, in the past few weeks I have asked my guidance to ramp me up to the next levels, what ever they are and I got my wish. The intensity has been amazing. Events just presenting themselves for me to decide is this what I want!

A week ago a personal intense weekend of delving into the dark fires and emotions within; a major conversation revealing values and the power of stepping into the bigger public role; in the past week I have watched, tried to stop, to help, perhaps some what enable at times, two dear friends close on self-destruct with alcohol, DUI and prescription drugs. They hit bottom and now it is the journey upwards. Feeling, seeing, remembering similar times in the distant past when I had and have seen other loved ones fall into the dark abyss of seeming no return.

Then out of the blue an invitation to participant in the 1,000 Hummingbird Woman Gathering with the honor of teaching through my gifts of presence, storytelling and energy sound healing. This is an opportunity I have been waiting for so I am blessed! After that I head to Ashland to spend a few days with a friend and then to Mt Shasta for a week to stomp sacred felts and retreat again with my friend Jessica and then returning to Sonora to facilitate the second Spirit Journey Retreat on June 17-19. Sonora Retreat flyer

This is how these times unfold when we take a step or two into new or unknown circumstances. It is as though the universe is testing us to see if  we are serious about what we say or are they just words. Often there is no time to think, just feel and say yes or no!

Take time to breathe, stand firm on the ground and trust Your Own Intuitive messages.

Many Blessings until………

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 Just in     Somewhat sheepishly, Exxon makes $11 billion

As the population of Planet Earth is just about 7 billion people – what can be said about this single first quarter profit of ONE oil company!    Questions?   Investigations?   How much more will THEY take?

Contrasts Re-Awaken Similarities and  Possibilities

The days or weeks leading up to another blog entry always make me antsy to write yet I don’t have a clear focus or topic to write about. It was a similar feeling and process I experienced when preparing for the taping of my television program from 2004 to 2007. I would get lots of  clues and messages but it took time to see their relevance before the final piece was laid in place.

 This past week fits into this same category and now I enjoy the game of revelations that goes along with the emerging clues. Today is the day to put “pen to paper” so to speak. And as part of the writing I want to share the unfolding of clues that has taken place. Notice the diversity and commonalities that emerge, do you see the theme!

Clue 1:  Last Tuesday and Wednesday I began remembering the trip my former husband and I took to Haiti and the Dominican Republic in 1996. Several very powerful memories kept surfacing until one stood out more than the other. (I will share that story later in this posting.)

Clue 2: On Wednesday I also receive a new message from the Hathors by Tom Kenyon.  Here is a very short excerpt that now has a more profound meaning for so many.

We now wish to address the question of a new creation for those of you who may find yourself in the aftermath of a natural or manmade disaster, such as an earthquake, a volcanic eruption, or destructive weather patterns.

If the destructive force is strong enough, the perceptual markers of your former reality may no longer exist. Your home or place of business may no longer be there. You may find yourself dealing with shortages of food and water, and there are any number of variables that can come together to create a state of shock and overwhelm.

We wish to be very clear in what we are about to say. Shock and overwhelm in the face of disasters are a natural mammalian response, and if you are to transcend and transform the moment you must reach upward to higher dimensions of your own existence, your own being, to those realms of consciousness that are beyond time and space….... (from Transition States of Consciousness)

Clue 3: Today, April 29, 2011 (4+11+4 = 19 = 1   new beginning) was the Big Day . The marriage of William and Kate takes the British Monarchy into brand new image territory – the king-to-be  marrying a commoner along with a significant softening of age old rigid traditions. Some commentators called it “the day the UK came out of mourning for Princess Diana, breathing life back into a nation!”  I was awake at 4:20am and prompted to get up. I didn’t! I waited until the push was stronger, finally getting up at 5:10am to turn on television where I am staying. I had missed the service so had to be happy with the ramblings, cut-ins of the service and location interviews. Then around 6:00am  CNN and others started cutting back across the Atlantic to reporters in the South showing the incredible tornado damage done in six southern states. At one point I even saw split screen images of “the wedding and the devastation” – such contrasts!

Clue 4: Last night I took my Medicine Bundle out of hiding. It was time for the bundle to share a night on the Mother Earth. So I placed all the sacred stones and items on the land and did prayers and blessings. This morning with music of the native flute in the background, I did a short meditation and pulled some medicine cards for additional clues. Skunk-Reputation; Blue Heron-Self-Reflection; Weasel-Stealth revealed themselves. (Medicine Cards by Jamie Sams and David Carson). Reading the descriptions I took the messages/relevance shown for today.

Clue 5: Then later in the warming sun I checked the new seedlings in the garden, got my hands dirty in the soil and became aware of “dialogue in my head” moving the clues of information around to create varying story lines and revelations…..Contracts is situations, intimate connecting with strangers because of disaster, life and death, physical and material loss and spiritual rebirth.

So what is the message within all these clues! 

From Apathy to Empathy

First and foremost the human experience is bound to contrasts as a way of finding the middle ground. The goal if one could look at it this way, is to find the middle path,  the harmonious balance between the contrasts, at least for a little while. It is also in our human nature to get complacent or lost if we stay in that middle and balanced place for too long without some conscious awareness. People and situations are taken for granted, apathy can set in or creating too much action and/or anger to make change for the wrong reasons or in the wrong way.

Although there are many situations to mention I am just taking a few. At the beginning of the Iraq War, probably 97% of people had no idea it would still be going 10 years later, with no true end in sight! Unless one is in the thick of it, apathy and non-caring takes over. It is on someone else’s land. The earthquakes, tsunamis, flooding and massive destruction and loss of life in Indonesia (12/26/2004); Gulf Coast, USA (8/28/2005);  Haiti (1/12/2010); New Zealand (2/22/2011); Japan (3/11/2011)  now takes on new meaning, empathy and consciousness in this country.  Katrina hit hard and is now close to forgotten, unless you were very personally effected and still trying to get back together. The recent mid-west flooding continues as the spring snows melt. And then yesterday (4/28/2011) a massive number of tornadoes ripped through the South completely wiping out entire areas and the loss of life rises.  “It looks like a war zone!” It looks like a 3rd world country!” “Everything has completely changed!”

Now all of these people and departed souls are connected by and through the consciousness thread of Unity in Tragedy through the Uprising of Spiritual Awakening for the New World of Light Integrity Living.  Read it again if you didn’t get it the first time!  Mother Nature holds no favorites.  Even the poorest regions of the US are wealthier than many 3rd or 4th world countries.  In a split second contrasts are wiped out, taking each one to find the core of what is important, what is real, what is lasting or what is not! The physical rebuilding in all of these cases is huge. The spiritual rebuilding is even more crucial, even larger and will be the transforming force of all that comes behind. These are the lessons and these are the gifts shared.

Footing the Bill!

One of the first things that will come to the front after the initial shock has passed will be about “where is the money going to come from…..we have an economic crisis!”  Now let’s see if this country has and is ready for a new or renewed brand of politician who takes initiative for social and financial greed and change. Who will really use the insane amounts of $$$ they raise in the “name of campaigning”  for real, tangible projects instead of recycling it through select corporate boardrooms and the like.  It is time to Walk the Talk in a completely new way and no-one can immune  themselves from this movement ahead.   This type of action will get the votes they seek, guaranteed!

 Haiti – A Lesson from Mission Dollars

This trip to Haiti and the Dominican Republic in 1996 was amazing for me and I was not new to travel. I had lived in Europe for five years in my twenties, traveled the world as a Stewardess with British Airways and had my own wholesale travel company before the advent of the Internet. This trip awakened and tested my spiritual resolve, beliefs and depths. My husband and I were part of a group of eighteen clergy and lay people at the invitation of the International Department of the Mission Department of the Presbyterian Church. We were there to see how effective change was happening, if at all and how effective or not where mission monies being spent and on what types of projects. So many stories to tell….but this one was profound…..as it is about contrasts!

Black and White

Our bus pulled up in front of a new, white building with lovely landscaping. The white exterior was sparking in the sun and my first thought was “this is so out of place here!”  Our Host greeted us warmly and chatted as we toured the new clinic, wonderfully funded by several congregations in Pennsylvania. “Leave your mark in concrete” he suggested. My husband was thrilled at the opportunity. After a short stop we were scheduled to visit the pastor of a small church in another part of the town, in the bario, there would be a short service of welcome.

The church was an old, rundown, grey block square building with no doors or windows, just openings. Apart from enough seats for those present, a podium and a table, there wasn’t anything else. The pastor was pleasant and quiet. The music, besides voices, was provided by a man sitting straddling an old box speaker without the actual speaker. Just a hole with four pieces of metal nailed to it. He twanged the metal and there was music! A large Creole Haitian woman caught my eye. She was dressed in a bright dress with matching head wrap, she seemed to be someone they all respected.

The service ended, we all milled around and then started to leave. The woman came up to me as I stood alone to the side. “Viens, viens avec moi!” she asked several times. “Come with me” she was asking. Years ago I spoke really good French, although it was very out of practice, I understood her French/Creole words. I started to follow her. Tim asked where I was going and I response “I have no idea!” He joined me.

We started towards their village although this is a very questionable description to use by our standards!  Another group member, Doreen asked to join us and so we disappeared though the rabbit warren of  shacks of tin, wood, cardboard or whatever, seeing penned pigs, a chicken or two, dogs here and there. We kept going, winding further into this amazing place. Although the paths and floors of their homes were dirt, all was very orderly and clean, as though they respected what they had.

We finally came to the only block building, we entered at her request. There were two rooms. The first one had a table and two chairs, that’s all I noticed. The walls were adorned with pages from magazines, as though for decoration. We entered the second room, it was smaller, two small windows and a double bed. Don’t remember anything else. Lying on the bed was the blackest man I had ever seen! The woman’s skin was much lighter in comparison. He was delirious, he was mumbling continually. “Il est mon mari. Il est malade! ” she said He is my husband, he is sick!

That was an understatement! Just one look told you that! I was drawn to the bed and reached down to touch the man’s arm. He was on fire! His skin was swollen, spongy and boiling hot to the touch. I couldn’t image what it felt like!  “Mon Dieu, mon Dieu, je suis pret!  My God, my God, I am ready! He kept saying over and over.  His wife started talking to us and I caught on to most of what she was saying but my mind was with her husband.  I remembered the clinic and saw Red! Back to the man! I sat on the bed because it felt right. Held his hand and spoke to him because it felt right. I also felt he was so close to leaving, to dying, his body energy was shutting down.

Tim was standing next to me and Doreen next to him. The wife stood at the end of the bed. Tim was so uncomfortable yet wanting to do something. I turned as he looked at the woman and said “I know you will not understand the words I say but I would like to say a prayer for your husband!” She smiled and nodded, she did understand! In the time we held hands and Tim saying his prayer a bubble of light and power came over us. There were no other sounds, there was nothing else except the five of us. As was usual, Tim’s prayer was long winded but it was perfect, it came from the depths of his heart. He stopped talking and we just stayed there, in this bubble of light.

Suddenly noise broke the silence and voices were getting loud. Lionel, our tour leader entered and spoke to the woman. Haitian by birth, Lionel had been saved by Amnesty International many years earlier, when imprisoned in the dungeons of the Palace, the very palace we had had tea in days earlier. Fortunately, he was a living victim of Papa and Baby Doc Duvalier’s reign of terror. This trip was his first to Haiti since those days.

The woman told him her husband had been lying there for three days, he had been very sick and she was afraid he would die. Lionel asked why she had not taken him to the new clinic. She shook her head and explained. It was not for Haitians. They have no money. It is not welcoming to people like us!  I was furious as I had already figured that out. I insisted that Lionel arrange for the men to take him to the clinic. A young man working at the clinic kept saying “they know it is there, it is their fault if they don’t go!” Wrong!

Eventually the man was taken to the clinic and we went off the follow the scheduled events. I was still upset by what had happened and what I saw! No one else seemed to care!

At the end of the day we returned to the clinic to clean up before the long trip back to the hotel. On the way to the bathroom I caught sight of a man in a wheelchair with a nurse and another woman standing beside him. Slowing and straining to listen I heard “I don’t know why they brought him here, there is nothing wrong!” I looked again, it was the same man but he looked completely different. I tried not to show surprise.

Minutes later after looking for Tim I made my way back to the bus, through the garden. In front of me was the nurse pushing the wheelchair. They stopped in front of Doreen and the young man from earlier. As I walked by, I stopped, touched the man’s arm and asked “Vous etre bien maintenant!” Big eyes looked up at me and a smile shone through. He gave a slight node and I kept walking.

Two nights later, our last night and we all gathered for a debriefing and celebration. Going around the table everyone had a chance to share something of their journey. It was Doreen’s turn. She shared and then just as she finished she turned to me, smiled and told the group there was something further she needed to say.  Giving a brief outline to remind all of the time she was referencing.

Looking directly at me she began “I have something to tell you that you need to know. When we were standing on the path you spoke to the man and then walked off…..he turned to us and with a smile said “Elle a ete mon ange” She was my angel! “(excuse not having the correct accents)

I was moved to tears, humbled and knew it had all played out for many reasons. The good intentions of mission monies and how they are spent often miss the mark completely and are for the givers to feel good rather than to completely benefit the receivers. The clinic, so pristine and perfect was an “unwelcoming white elephant” in the small community. The staff couldn’t understand why people they knew were sick would not go there. After this instance I did hear “through the grapevine” there had been changes and staff were now working to make the clinic an open and welcoming place for everyone, not just those who fit the right profile.

The contrast came in the meeting of the black man and a white woman innocently becoming the light of awakening where color, possessions, culture and financial status  had absolutely no power or place.

As you reflect on our world, there is much for us to do!


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Thankfully in a few days Mercury will be in direct mode again and clarity will come to mind. I have spend the better part of the past several days trying to access my You Tube/Google accounts to upload some new videos for you. Because of technology and my limited knowledge video upload have to follow a particular protocol in order to work.  My frustration came when both YT and G said my username/passwords/emails were not correct even though I have used these in the past. After hours of reading instructions my mind could not connect with, combination’s working part way and then stopping and my stubborn insistence “that a machine will not get the better of me” only led to massive frustration but finally success or at least I hope so, they are loading onto YT as I write.

Relationships and the Connection!

As I have mentioned in earlier blogs the 5th Dimension is about grounding the upper and lower dimensions and body (reference to the chakras) into 5th Dimension present time. For a little more understanding on this read my blog entry on 5th Dimension Mysticism.

So many on any special spiritual journey, particularly in the early stages of learning the ropes, try to avoid the lower stuff (1st, 2nd, 3rd chakras) to stay high up there (5th, 6th and 7th chakras) and completely ignore or avoid the Heart.  This is part of the learning curve and pretty much every one goes through it at some stage. In the early years I was in the same place determined to be enlightened and of a higher vibration, seeking always from and trying to reside in the upper realm. The reason being it feels too painful, challenging and harsh down here!

This does change, at least it did for me, as I learned more about myself, the world of spirit, mysticism, the unseen and of nature. All to realize as part of the human experience it is to not avoid one or the other, yet it is to incorporate and integrate all.

As the days unfold between postings I become anxious as to the next posting’s focus and where the inspiration will come from. This took a little longer because of the vastness of the topic – Relationships Me/You and the Other. The answer to knowing another is to KNOW YOURSELF first and this is a life long journey. I will share with you various tools and modalities I have and do use for Me to understand Me more!

The original seed came from the piece I wrote on Lisa Kristine photography in the last entry. Her images and the faces looking back triggered a creative project which I hope to birth one day. My relationship to the Other was the clue. As further days unfolded meeting with various people as well as the engagement of Spirit realm messages breathed further life into clues.

This last week I had a reunion of sorts with Naomi Tickle, an English woman I met last November. Naomi’s gift and renown is in the fields of Personology or Face Reading and it is fascinating. So last Friday we got together and I taped an interview with her which I will share with you. I have edited it into short segments for easier viewing  – parts 1 and 2 will be here (I hope).

Conversation with Naomi Tickle Part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G60hiT8Wfio

Conversations with Naomi Tickle Part 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDFpDj2_LEA

See side bar for all Parts 1 to 5

Social Network Relationships

Another clue into exploring this topic further took me into unfamiliar territory – the dating networks. I have a dear friend who is very familiar with them and she has had amazing and disastrous results. It was a conversation with her that prompted me to check it out – maybe I would find that “perfect person!” I signed up at Plenty of Fish and did an initial search. In the area where I am presently and then expanded it to other places I have or would like to live…..I was/am amazed at the number of people seeking connections….the perfect connection….the play connection….any connection!

Reading profiles for men of all ages and interests. Some were more along the short, to the point I want to have fun. Others shared a great deal of what they want, what they won’t accept, or perhaps what their reality can only dictate.

Next I created my own account and put it up. This was scary for me! Within a few hours I had several messages and noticed quite a lot of views of my profile. Of course I am in the “not so attractive age range” which has an impact on who will check you out. I did receive a couple of blatant date requests which were returned with a Thank you but No! Most of the other interest came from men who seemed genuine yet I am not or would not have and interested in. Last night I did have dinner with an older man who had lived in Sydney. It was nice sharing stories of living there and why he is here now. A friendship but nothing else!

You can spend hours searching through the profiles. The time just disappeared. After a while I started feeling antsy and my mind was getting fuzzy yet charged. Later as I reflected I came to this conclusion: I am very sensitive to energy and vibrations – the more I stayed on the site and searched the more I was taping into the consciousness focused throughout the site by users. With each person, thousands of men and women, their focus is on “finding the right person” and the chaos of that is amplified not only through the search process but also through their own personal chaos of who they are, what they desire, where they have been hurt, what they will accept and what they won’t accept. Lost, sad, rejected, angry, hurt – all this was so easy to read between the lines.

There is nothing like the personal meeting, the contact in real time and space. Yet because our world is so expansive in some ways and small in others, technology seems to be filling in massive gaps but at a huge price as I see it. Where do you go to meet the right person/people? How do you know when to turned at the right time and place for something to happen? How to we renew the emotional body to feel ourselves with love? I am great at asking the questions…. I am still learning as is everyone else. This investigation has reminded me of  magical meetings I have had in the past, of meetings that had a very karmic or fated quality, as though they were meant to happen to either fulfill or complete a previous encounter, from times long past. I will share a couple with you and perhaps they will awaken memories for you.

The first one was in Charlottesville, VA. One afternoon I was strolling down the Mall in downtown. It was a lovely afternoon and I was in a quiet mood just window shopping. As I walked a man was coming towards me and as he past I looked up for a split second, eyes connected and moved on. I didn’t give any more thought to it. A little while late, still in my own little world, I felt someone standing next to me at a distance. I paid no attention. A moment later this man speaks, he excuses himself and says “I am not stalking you but I need to know who you are!”  Why was my response.!

“When I saw you earlier, as we passed and our eyes connected, I saw something, I know you, I don’t understand!” I think I laughed a little as this had happened before. Something or someone seems to be looking out of my eyes (in a good way). James and I stood and chatted there for a few minutes. He shared he was visiting family but lives and works in Europe. I asked where! Vienna! Oh my Goodness! I lived in Vienna in my twenties and I told him where. He knew the exact place! How amazing is this! So over dinner that night and spending time together the next day we shared more commonalities and stories of traveling to and doing similar things in Europe. It was wonderful for the short encounter that it was. In fact we still connect by email maybe once a year and so I will sent this and I’m sure he will smile!

Another encounter along these lines was on a Sunday when I went to a Tea Dance  outside of Washington DC. I would enjoy dancing yet often became very frustrated when many of the dance partners were not so light on their feet! A gentleman comes and asks me to dance and I was about to say no but didn’t. He was overweight, about my height, a mass of unruly grey hair and a bread. But as I found out he had great rhythm, was light on his feet, loved to improvise movements and carried me around the room flowing and twirling. I was amazed! At a break was chatted and I was curious as to who he was/is. “I’m Polish, educated in Russia, speak five languages and I am a cosmologist, physicist and a biologist! I was blown away! We became great friends, loved having dinner together, he talked, I listened and learned so much. I shared my energy and sound work with him and although he would not openly admit it, he approved. When we did go out people would often do a double take, we looked like Jackie and Aristotle Onassis – complete opposites, both Aries! We still email or call each other once a year or so.

Connections like these and I am sure you also have had similar, come though the physical meeting but are initiated in or by an unseen force or recognition. This may be able to happen though the social networks but for the untrained everyday person these very subtle clues may get totally missed.  Once again learning more about oneself opens more awareness into recognizing the Other! This is the crux of living in the 5th Dimension – it is nothing new, we are just being reminded of how to Do and Be it again!

I am considering offering affordable workshops and seminars on this huge topic – Relationships – Me/You and the Other.   Let me know if you would be interest in this and where you are located

Until next time….

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