Archive for July, 2010

July 21, 2010

Today, I am sitting at the edge of Castle Lake writing this message. My new office space at least for a short while! Last night was the second night camping in this truly beautiful place. If you look back at a posting in early May you will see two stark contrasts of the lake….that is where I am!

On a personal note: Two special happenings with my children are the news of becoming a “grandmother”. Mathew and Shannon are expecting their first baby in February…and as we all know, a great life-changing event for all. Of course many blessing and joys abound for and with them. The other happening will be Jerame and Kate coming to visit for a week early next month. It will be wonderful to see and show them these wonderful places. Next best thing could be a time when we can all be here together!

Yesterday marked the one year anniversary of arriving in Mt Shasta….a year that has gone by so fast and upon reflection, a great deal has happened on many levels.

As I took an early hike to Heart Lake yesterday (about 40 minutes each way) and reflected on the year, a remarkable vision/realization/understanding came to me.

In very clear, vivid animation a tube torus appeared and as I remembered experiences, people, circumstances of the past year, each scene appeared and rolled over as a wave into the center of the tube and collapsed into itself and the void as the next timeframe was revealed, it rolled up as a wave of the outer moving tube……the tube torus wasn’t a tight, controlled shape as seen in a drawing, but more like a semi-firm slinky (the tight long coils we use to make go down stairs, etc.) that continues to roll, vibrate and mold as the atmosphere around it dictates.

This was time collapsing and the reason why linear time does not exist and never did. It showed how our 24 hour day has resonantly and vibrationally been reduced to approximately 16 hours….this is why there is never enough time in your day! I now look forward to more clarity on this whole dynamic.

On the first day in Mt Shasta, after nearly five days of driving from Kansas City in the heat of summer, I took my crystal bowls and Nea, an amazing double terminated, 10lbs record-keeper to the mountain and did ceremony and asked “why am I here!”

So much has played out here: of course meeting so many new and varied people who over time have become friends, acquaintances, clients and peers. Some connections were not to last while others have and continue to play out from times way back in soul memory and for reasons not clear or understandable to those who are just observing.

I discovered the Dancer lost within during Ecstatic Dance at The Flying Lotus; my voice and inner commitment to the ancient memory and connection of Middle Eastern/Indian spiritual practices, kundalini yoga, chanting, raising at 4am for days and weeks on end and the true evidence of how I evolved and grew on all levels through these times.

There was also more learning, honing and discernment in the realms of others remote viewing, psychic interferences and attempted misuse of ancient wisdom and teachings….sometimes innocently, other times not!

Then to really push the button of surrender, I was moved from the place I had been living and house sitting for extended periods of times, to camping and consciously living very simply within Mother Nature. Believe me! I do look forward to returning to the world of walls, beds and relationship yet for now I revel in the opportunity, challenges, beauty, freedom, peace, vulnerability and surrendering to each moment. Just in the last few days I have met a young woman doctor from Italy, a sailing/wandering mystic, others from Hawaii, S. Cal, a couple, Chinese Herbalist/Healer from Chico who are teaching their girls about life while traveling the highways and byways, along with others I have just connected with by hellos. And would you believe, my nightly reading by flashlight goes between Unveiled Mysteries and Love Never Ends….Ascended Master’s abound!

Creative expression has grown through writing and presenting new poetry, creating and writing this blog, producing new video presentations, one on storytelling on my website and a new one which still has to be edited for uploading, presented at several workshops and conferences, and my latest and perhaps most vulnerable for me, a Life Theatre production to premier in Mt Shasta on August 7th. I say Premier for “I have been told” this will grow and go international…. time will tell the rest….

As the clear water refreshes and butterflies and dragonflies fly around me, a deer visits as I write.  The lake is active with people, sun is high and my battery is getting low….time to say farewell for now…..until we connect again…

Peace and Blessings to All!

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It have been a few days since my last entry and I say again….where has the time gone!  This happened yesterday when my friend, Ray Dawn came to visit me on the mountain. There are some special places I wanted her to experience.

It started out innocently enough…chatting and catching before heading to an amazing large rock formation I have been guided to. A place abundant with wild violet, magenta flower bells, chipmunks and beautiful playful hummingbirds all in view of the peak.

She picked up on the energy and ancient purpose of these stone formations…sacred, ceremony, balancing male and female powers, strong Leumerian  presence…..In sharing circumstances her gifted visionary guidance  came through with wisdom messages for me and then it was my turn to support her in an emotional release…touching the soul song through ancient voices expressing. Tears and laughter moved us back and forth between dimensional veils.

I then wanted her to see a new special spot I discovered that morning. Taking her car, we went to the higher access dirt road only to get stuck in the snow…yes you heard me….a wide track of snow, one of many, blocking the road…it looked innocent enough until we tried to drive through it. The car was not going anywhere..back or forward….when suddenly a track and man come to the rescue….what amazing timing as that man and vehicle was to only one we meet during the next few hours!

Leaving the car we trekked through the woods and totally lost all sense of direction….came across more snow banks hiding in the shadows, some several feet thick, finally something started looking familiar but I could find the location I wanted to show her. More walking and finally I saw it. After exploring a little more we decided to head back or so we thought……we don’t know how it happened but we ended up being taken in a complete circle around the top of the hill area…..a complete time warp and loss of direction…..and time loss. This we realize upon returning to the car and seeing the time!

When in these “odd places” one is not so aware of the mystery that is happening. It is only when exiting the energy fields do you sense, realize, know “something profound just happened!”  That was what our day was like. After finally finding the right road out of there back to the car and sharing our thoughts did we come to the understanding that there some very profound reasons, both physically and other dimension wise, that we were affecting, clearing and healing for us and others. By the time we returned to my place we were both elated but exhausted. It was them time for a swim in Lake Siskiyou!

Just to let you all know I am still offering Integrative Intuitive sessions by phone and of course in person if in Mt Shasta area.  If you are so guided, I look forward to hearing from you and sharing the intuitive magic messages. Payment can be through my website with PayPal.

That’s about it for now. Still working on creating my Life “Theatre piece for August 7th.

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July 12, 2010                                       Day 7 on Mt Shasta

When I started this vision quest of sorts I had planned to write a little each day but logistics took over – location, no power, and distance to internet café, both computer and phone losing charge really fast and a mind that seemed to go blank at times as it took in the true beauty and journey I am currently on.

Each day seems to meld into the next with activity, connections, walking and then peace. The other day I found an amazing rock formation for meditation. Huge rock pyramids, etched faces, wild violets and magenta bells, hummingbirds, hawks circling on high, the mountain still cover with snow, the talking winds and the humility of feeling I am sitting in God’s living room.

Since the first night when bear came to visit and two nights ago a young heavy footed buck was on the prowl, he found nothing; the nights have been uneventful and quiet.

Until last night!

In the later hours I finally finish reading was wonderful story written in the late 40s called The Brotherhood of Mt Shasta….It ended with a magical journey about Leumeria. My sleep was troubled by the very loud sound of helicopters around the mountain….the heavy drone of whirling blades kept going for a long time…..appearing to move in circles and back and forth as opposed to away and back again. I kept listening and the minutes ticked away. As the phone charge had been low I turned it off so the time was not clear. Finally it got the better of me and I had to get up and see “who or what was visiting us!”

Checking the car clock – it read 4:23AM…..the droning was still going on yet dying down to soon disappear as it intermingled with a train rumbling along and blowing its horn disturbing the early morning darkness. My mind went back to the helicopter…it must have started around 4:00, lasting a good 20-30 minutes…..who was it, what were they doing or looking for. I have heard helicopters and planes before, over the past months, but being on the mountain made their very presence oh so questionable! Note: apart from a few small private and sightseeing planes, this area in on NO FLIGHT PATH, it is an hour +, north or south to the closest airport, rescues in the darkness don’t happen!

Strange things happen here and other places….people, many people are noticing when a normal pattern is broken, intruded on or created in disharmony…..us humans are a curious bunch at heart…..we would like to know what is going on so then we can reminisce over The Jetsons, Get Smart, Lost in Space, The Twilight Zone, Star Wars, etc.

that perhaps innocently they were really just preparing us for the times we are now in, the massive illusion the media, real and shadow governments, NASA and the military have set in place to distract humanity from knowing, claiming and each BEING a unique, individual, empowered, clear thinking, heart feeling and connected whole Divinely Created Person.   Now it is our turn!

Some of you may have read the wonderful comment given by my son Jerame. So moved by his beautiful and moving message, I then had to smile as I was reminded of the oh, so many times while Jerame and Mathew were growing through the younger, rebel, exploring years that I spent worrying, lying awake at night, envisioning the worst, sometimes finding it so, yet most of the time they were fine….the same scenario most all parents go through because of love, care, concern and our own personal youthful experiences.

I thank both my boys for their love and concern….we have such a wonderful bond!

Change of Topic: I have a few things in the works and so here is some early information:

Upcoming Events:

Something else the mountain has opened is more creative impulses and a new script is being birthed. I briefly mentioned it in the last message and since then it has become more grounded into place and purpose.

On the weekend of July 24-25 I am planning to be in Fairfield, outside San Francisco,

to present a workshop plus do private sessions on:

Ecstasy In-Formation

Invoke Your Inner Language

to Awaken and Ignite Self.

Only activation required:

That of Self!

BE In-Formed   ~ BE Trans-Formed   ~  BE In-Visioned

Contact me for more details and location – love to have you present!

Mt Shasta Theatre Evening:      Here are a few early details:

Date and Location:

August 7 2010 at The Stage Door – Mexican Vegetarian Café/Theater Space on Mt Shasta Blvd.

Purpose: Gifting Fundraiser for BioEcology Center of Mt Shasta and Meals on Wheels (which I have decided to refer to as Nutrition in Motion.) 50% of proceeds will be gifted between these organizations.

Title:  Awakening and Igniting Ecstasy In-Formation…New Twists on Sensitive Subjects…Sex, Money, Power, Death!

Produced by Earth Spirit Journeys Productions. Director/Co-Creator – Ophelia;

Co-Creators, players and writers  will be others from the community.


That’s it for now as the computer battery is getting low and a swim in the lake!

Until next time……..

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July 7, 2010             At  nearly 7,000ft on  Mt Shasta

As you can see from the photos, there are still patches of snow around here.  A mile or so further up the road is still closed because the snow has not melted…the forest service says it may be another couple of weeks before all with be clear.

Yesterday was another major transition day! I moved out of the place I had called home for the past 11 months to stay and connect with Mother Earth before the next “home space” is revealed to me. When I arrived in Mt Shasta last year after traveling from North Carolina, I thought I would only be here for a week or so, yet every time I decided/tried to leave the road trip only brought me back here again. This message was solidified when I was asked to “house sit” from two months in fall/early winter. Strangely, that time  frame kept on getting extended until the home owner ended up being kept away throughout the winter, for nearly five months….during that time I shoveled a lot of snow to keep the old muscles toned. As the saying goes “if you want to see who is really in charge, just make plans!”

Up until last week I was still struggling with the idea of leaving here for places unknown. This was until a visiting friend made the comment “it is obvious that you are well liked and respected here, why do you want to leave!”  So often our muddled minds have us ignore or misjudge what is right before our eyes. Thus, I am here each day, honoring all and creating from Heart and Soul.

Last night I began a vision quest of sorts on Mt Shasta, camping for the next 5 – 7 nights in a beautiful space on this magic mountain. This is the first time I have camped alone since October 2000 when I went on Vision Quest in the Ozark Mountains in Arkansas. As there is a new moon/solar eclipse coming up this weekend it seems the obvious place to be!

That particular experience was extremely powerful and the awareness’s given then still play out today. That  is the true purpose of any vision quest…..the ever unfolding and refinement of awareness and lessons revealed.

After setting up my tiny tent, securing the two flash lights, bedding and warm clothing I tucked myself in for the night. Apart from the need of a little more padding underneath me I was warm and secure. Unlike my earlier experience in AK of hearing every night noise, even an ant walking; surrounded only by a 6ft diameter circle of sage with a sleeping bag to stay warm; the forest was extremely quiet which surprised me. No owls or night critters, no scurrying feet, no buzzing bugs – just wind in the pines moving in and from many directions – yet never actually crossing my tent.

It was as though the trees on one side of the forest were in communication with the other directions and their call and response definitely had a melody.  After tossing and turning for a comfortable position the wind lullaby put me to sleep until the first awakening song of the morning birds called through the forest as the sun birthed this new day.

When I finally moved out of the warmth into the crisp morning air, the car clock read 8:15….I was surprised it was that late!

The call for coffee, my favorite Americano from Seven Suns was at the forefront of my mind….yet the peace surrounding me was wonderful….I should just stay here for the morning and enjoy it!

A dead cell phone changed the plan and so I descended the eight miles to town, for coffee, charge the phone, connect to the computer world and the unexpected meeting of friends who were already out and about.  The peace and quiet of the mountain would come later…..which is happening as I write the message back in the sacred “temporary camp home”.  Apart from a few bugs flying around, the occasional noise of a distant car, there is only stillness and sunshine.

Later in the afternoon, Greg came over to introduce himself. He had been camping opposite my spot, about 50 yards away. After a few words of small talk he asked if I had heard the noise last night, about 11:30! Well I had heard some noises but thought is was probably squirrel or deer. “Not sure if I should tell you this! I have been camping here on the mountain for the past twenty years and never seen a bear…..there was one here last night….probably knocked over your garbage can, rummaged around my stove and pit……saw him with the flashlight!

At that point I wasn’t sure that I was happy to know this information. However it did trigger my memory of earlier in the evening thinking about the bear I had seen one crossing the road on the mountain several months earlier….young one about 150 lbs. It also reminded me of the instance in Waynesville, NC before my drive west to California.  One May evening around 1:00AM at the commercial building on Main St, (to be a Healing Center and Cafe) I was helping renovate (yes I do quality sheet rock finishing, tiling, trim, painting, etc.) had a visitor. A young black bear entered the building through the large plate glass window, wandered around the main floor went upstairs into the unused kitchen, back down and out through the glass front door….fortunately only spilling a few drops of blood.  The bear then made his way up the street, broke another small pane of glass and disappeared into the cemetery. All this was witnessed by two local police on duty, watching from their patrol car. They never tried to hurt, stop or kill the bear – thankfully!

The next morning when we arrived to see yellow tape around the building, Leslie phoned the police to get the report on vandals……the call was met with questions and smirks of laughter….”yes it was caused by youthful vandals….but not the ones you think!  To say the least, it was front page news and a topic of conversation for a few days. And the one thing that most people recognized and mentioned “That was a spiritual happening, bear is powerful medicine, a good omen or sign!”

Bear is powerful medicine and last night I requested protection, blessed all animals of the forest and for them to keep their distance…..all food was safely locked away in my car and a peaceful night was had by all!

Thus, just another day on the mountain!

My creative juices are also starting to flow again.

I am “being asked to create another Life Theatre piece, just bigger this time!”  Besides my original work it will also feature original work, poetry, dance and music from others in the Mt Shasta community…..stay tuned….possibly a road show!!!!!!!                     Pending Date confirmation!

Title:  “Awakening & Igniting Ecstasy In-Formation –
A New Twist on Sensitive Subjects – Money, Power, Sex and Death”

I am putting the idea to screen to ensure less procrastination, which I am really good at!

Well, that seems to be enough rambling to now….until we meet again!

Peace and Blessings

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